9th member; of Stray Kids

Endgame; P2

She was shining, and he's the reason. He was able to bring back that smile on her face while all I did was take it away. I took her smile away, I took her happiness away, I ruined it. 

I ruined everything, and she can't forgive me. 'I'm not mad anymore my ass' She thinks I'm stupid? She knows that I'm not. She's still hurt and I can't do anything about it now. 

He can, but I can't. He can make her happy, just like he always did. I made her happy too. So happy, but now I know that he has her, and he's gonna do everything in his powers not to let her slip away, not like me. I made her slip away, I broke everything and I can't blame anyone but myself. 

I can't even ask for another chance now, too late now. They're endgame.

I need to move on, maybe one day I'll be as happy as them. Maybe one day I'll realise that she wasn't the one for me, even though I wanted nothing more than her to be the one for me and for me to be the one for her.

I know I'm happy for them, I know that she's happy and that he's more than happy too. I have to move on. I have to focus on myself, and maybe, just maybe one day I'll get over her.