Bedroom Floor (Harry Styles)

Chapter 40: Offset

30th October 2017

It was a song that was aimed at Liam, obviously. It was called 'Let You'. And I didn't hold back in this song.

"You don't understand the chance I took on you
I gave you loyalty, you were on your knees, yeah
Now you're selective with your affection, what did I do?
Except for love you, always come through
See, for a moment I forgot I had a voice
So I'm telling you what you're 'bout to lose
You don't understand the chance I took on you
Baby, you should know that in my eyes
I think we only got like this 'cause I let you
Only got like this 'cause I let you, let you
Bet you only got with this 'cause I let you
Only got with this 'cause I let you, let you
Let you put your hands on my body, every time
I gave you what you wanted
But when am I gonna get mine?
'Cause we only got like this 'cause I let you
Only got like this 'cause I let you, let you"

"Now this is single worthy!!" He looked at me, my eyes widened "really?! This was the song I was thinking about releasing as my second single!" I told him. He nodded eating a slice of pizza.
"Does Liam know you've wrote a sufficient amount of songs about him for your album?" Harry turned to me.
I shook my head and looked in his green eyes "what's the point in telling him, he knows I'm going to do it. And I think Louis told him that my album his heartbreak based. So he obviously knows my songs will be about him... and anyway.. there's a song on their about m-mum which I wanna get louis on," I cleared my throat "then there's another song about what I've been through all together, ya know? The hate I've received, my first ever heartbreak, my mum dying" I say softly.

"I'm not judging, and I'm sure no one else will. You write what you want to write, whatever makes you the happiest" he smiled widely wrapping his arm around my shoulder.

"How many collaborations do you want on this album??" He asked me looking through my songs.
I sat and thought about it "I want three.. I still need to ask Louis and the other one... the other one I can't just directly ask, that one needs to go through labels and managements and stuff. I don't know him personally" I shook my head and Harry nodded.

He then clicked on Hurts Like Hell...

"I really hope it hurts like hell
I really hope it hurts like hell
(I really hope it hurts like hell)
I really hope it hurts like hell
I really hope it hurts like hell
(I really hope it hurts like hell)" my voice came through my phone sounding like a machine. Harry nodding his head to the music.

"My baby said he loved me
My baby said he need me
Gonna eat, sleep and breathe me out
'Til the end (yeah)
But then my baby went bad (went bad)
I guess he had a relapse (yeah)
Had to sneak, cheat and bring me down
It had to end (end, yeah)" my voice came powerfully through the phone. Harry's eyes widened "you're so brutal with your lyrics... I don't think Liam will be okay with this," Harry looked at me sheepishly

"I'm not changing nothing..." I shake my head persistently "why should he get away with cheating on me?? Why should the world believe he's the good guy he claims he is?? I was hurt. His pain is coming, when I drop this song, he won't know what's hit him" I slap back.

"I never said you should change it, I just said I don't think Liam will like how brutal you're being.. you mentioned a relapse.. referring to his drinking and drug problem"

I shrugged "I don't care, when he had that relapse he cheated on me.. shit" I laugh softly with my eyes watering "he cheated on me before the relapse, when he was clean. He deserves all the pain and heartache coming his way" I state.