Chapter 81: IDGAF

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12th August 2018

"Hello," I hug Jimmy as they crowd cheers and claps at my arrival. He hugs my back then let's go and walks around his desk to sit down and I sit on the couch beside his desk and wave at the crowd.

"This is your first time on the show.. but you've been here before haven't you?" He said as the crowd quietened down.
"I have yeah! I came here late 2014 I think! It's a beautiful studio! I love New York!" I told his making the crowd cheer
"And you're here on tour aren't you??" He said looking at me as the crowd clapped at the mention of my tour. I smiled brightly and professionally crossed one leg over the other.
"I am yes, I can't wait to get on the stage tomorrow and perform!" I grin at Jimmy "how long have you been on tour? It's only just started hasnt it??" He looked at me curiously.

"Well," I sat up a little and made a face "I was touring with Little Mix and Rak-Su from like the 6th July to the 29th July.. I had a few days break which I spent over here in America. I decided to fly out to America on the 30th July to have a break over here instead of flying out on the 2nd August in preparation of my tour starting in America on the 4th. It just made everything a little easier, I'm not as tired from the time change." I smiled reasonably.

"Oh that would of been much easier!" He nodded agreeing with me "where have you played so far?" He asked me.

I look up to the ceiling and thought about it for a second "San Fransisco was my first tour date I believe. I've visited Los Angeles for a show.. Nashville and I was in Chicago yesterday!"
"Very exciting!" Jimmy Fallon said as people clapped "what made you start your tour here in America first??"

"I'm not really sure, I love America, and I feel like it just made sense to start off my own headline tour in America seen as though America has always been so lovely to me!" I say cheerfully as the crowd smiled.

"So this tour that you're on supports your self titled album doesn't it??" He said "but it's called Motivation On Tour.. how did you come up with that concept?"
"Well.. Motivation is one of my favourite songs from the album.. so I felt like it fit for the tour name. And it made it seem more exciting" I grinned "I didn't wanna name the tour after me too," I joked and everyone laughed.
"You've got the deluxe version coming out next month.. right?" He said nodding at me.
"Yes, the 15th! It'll be available to preorder at the end of this month!" I tell the crowd and everyone cheers.

"You're here to perform a song from the Deluxe album aren't you??" He smiled widely
"I am, I am" I nodded grinning.
"Well head over to the mini stage now! We can't wait!" He said excitedly as everyone screamed and cheered. I laughed softly and stood up making my way to the stage.

I stand in front of the microphone stand and tap my foot to the slow beat of the song, I look off to the side of the stage where Harry stands out of sight from the crowd. He grins at me making me smile, I scrunch my nose trying not to smile like a idiot, I fix my ear piece and turn my head to the crowd again.

I start singing on cue
"You call me all friendly
Tellin' me how much you miss me
That's funny, I guess you've heard my songs
Well, I'm too busy for your business
Go find a girl who wants to listen
'Cause if you think I was born yesterday
You have got me wrong" I sung slowly and softly, yet boldly. I make eye contact with a girl in the crowd and wave making her get excited.

I waved my hand in the air sassily as I sung "So I cut you off," then I tapped my chest "I don't need your love
'Cause I already cried enough
I've been done
I've been movin' on since we said goodbye" I waved again to the crowd making them scream "I cut you off
I don't need your love, so you can try all you want
Your time is up, I'll tell you why..." the music came to a stop then it blasted through the speakers as I sung "You say you're sorry
But it's too late now
So save it, get gone, shut up
'Cause if you think I care about you now
Well, boy, I don't give a fu—" I sing and the crowd goes crazy making me smile.

I grab onto the microphone stand and push the microphone down and pull the stand closer to my lips as I sing the next version "I remember that weekend
When my best friend caught you cheatin'
You blamed it all on the al-co-hol" I sing step by step and sassily sing making the crowd cheer, I pointed to my chest and sung
"So I made my decision
'Cause you made your bed, sleep in it
Play the victim and switch your position
I'm through, I'm done" I wave my hands around gesturing that I'm done.

I sing the pre-chorus and the chorus as the crowd claps along enjoying my voice and the song.

"I see you tryna' get to me
I see you beggin' on your kneeeeeessss" I went higher than the recorded version and everyone cheered at my note.
"Boy, I don't give a fu-
So stop tryna' get to me
Tch, get up off your knees
'Cause, boy, I don't give a fu-
About you-hoooo
No, I don't give a damn
You keep reminiscin' on when you were my man
But I'm over you-hooo
Now you're all in the past
You talk all that sweet talk, but I ain't comin' back" I shook my head at a girl and she grinned
"Cut you off
I don't need your love
So you can try all you want
Your time is up, I'll tell you why
(I'll tell you why)" I sing the chorus and the song then comes to a end. Everyone cheers as I bow down to them and thank them.

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