Lost Was An Understatement

Part 13

Wednesday 7:35pm

Startled by the sudden touch, Yana harshly moves his hands away from her. Firmly she said "No. So, don't try anything! You don't know what I'm capable of anymore!"

He sighed and glanced at the floor before looking back at her with his sad eyes. "You can always fall for me."

Yana closed her eyes frustrated, this time she tried a softer approach. "Terrance.... I know I forgave you and I trust you have changed but knowing what you did to me in the past won't change my mind. Also, I don't think you understand that I'm not the Yana you know. Your just a friend to me now. I don't like you or love you in that way." 

Not understanding why life had done this to him. He look to the floor and broke down in tears, much to her surprise. He was so frustrated. He had waited 3 years for her to come back to him and then once she did, he got taken away from him again... in the harshest way possible. He didnt know why. Maybe it was because of the mistakes he did, or maybe it was to teach him a lesson but why did the world have to be that cruel...Yana stood up from her swing and put a hand on his shoulder.

"Did you love me that much?" She asked. She had to know or else she would hurt him more than she intended to. He just nodded and she sighed. "Look at me..." She sternly said and he refused. He was ashamed. "Why won't you just look at me?! I don't care if your crying! It's not embarrassing! I cried in front of you plenty of times!"  He then yelled "I'm not used to this! I never showed this side of me to you before!" She started to feel guilty. "I'm sorry... but you can't be like this!" Terrance wiped his tears and walked away from her. "Go home." "What?!" Yana yelled. She gulped before continuing. "IM SORRY! I LOST MY MEMORIES! IF ONLY I STILL HAD THEM MAYBE YOU WOULDN'T BE SO HURT!" She broke down for the first time since the crash.

Terrance went to her side and hugged her tight as she cried. "Stop crying... it's not your fault.." She kept repeating I'm sorry and suddenly a few memories flooded her mind. She tightly held onto Terrances shirt. "A-ah my head!" "Are you ok?!" He was worried and then the pain stopped. She stared at him with wide eyes. "I-I killed him?" She questioned him, while stuttering she was unsure of the memory she just recovered but it sure felt so surreal like the life she lead this whole entire year was a fake. Terrance furrowed his brows at her. "Who did you kill?"

She gulped. "M-my u-uncle...."                _______________________________________