Lost Was An Understatement

Part 16

Saturday 11am

"Morning.. "

Yana said as she walked down the stairs to the kitchen. She still felt major hatred towards them but they were her only family so what could she do.

"I cooked pancakes." Her aunt said and Yana just rolled her eyes. "No thanks." She then walked over to her seat next to Jamie.

"Yana... are you feeling better?"

Yana looked at Jamie, who had asked the question and smiled sarcastically. She had just woken up and they already ruined her mood.

"Do I look better?" She questioned him and continued. "Nevermind. Let's not talk about it. I just woke up and I'm not in the mood." She stood up and groaned in frustration.

"Yana. I'm really sorry." Her aunt told her despite what Yana said but Yana just turned the sorry with a loud yell.

"DIDN'T I SAY I WASN'T IN THE MOOD?!"

The dining room went quiet and she left the kitchen after quickly pouring herself a glass of water and grabbing a piece of bread.
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Saturday 3PM

Yana watched as Jamie walked out the house with a basketball. She wanted to come, because maybe she'd regain some memories there but she couldn't bring herself to ask.

Instead she went to the bridge to esse her thoughts. There she found Terrance, and finds herself feeling a fuzzy feeling in her stomach.

"Yana?"

Yana looked at him, getting closer to him as she then leans her body on the bridges railing.

"Been a while. Hasn't it?" She said. He couldn't help but to smile. "Yeah.." Was all he said and she then looked down to suppress her emotions.

"You only ever come here when your in vain." He says and she didn't look up nor give him an answer.

"Is it selfish of me to want more?" She said, tears starting to crawl out of her closed eyes. He hugged her and she sadly smiled.

"No it's not." He comforted her. "If you want something, go get it. After everything you've been through, you deserve that much."

Yana didn't want to sigh at what he said but she did. She gritted her through her teeth "I just want to remember, and be happier." He gulped then continued. "I'll help you remember. If that's what you want.... though I can't guarantee you'll be any happier." Because everyone knew how depressed and broken she was when she did have those memories.

When her parents left, that was just phase one of her sadness and then when her only source of family happiness, her uncle passed away phase two of her heart shattered. And phase 3 started her depressed state when her aunt began treating her like shit because of her uncle. But lastly, Terrances betrayal added more of a sudden pain to her heart when she left him too. She couldn't trust anyone and was depressed.

Terrance let go of her when she suddenly shot her head up and held his face. "Then I'm sorry for this."

She smashed her lips onto his and he kissed her back.
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