ꜰʀᴀɢɪʟᴇ || m a r k l e e

Part 2: johnny

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It was 15 more minutes before 10.30 and i couldnt help myself to wait any longer so i went to his room and was about to knock but the door already opened revealing mark half shirtless while he's trying to put on his shirt.

im actually fine and used to seeing boys being shirtless but when i saw mark i didnt knew that i could even blush again after years but i got to my senses and acted like im cool with it as usual "sup mark"

"oh sup, i was getting my shirt back that i left in johnnys room so yea"

"uh cool" i raised my left eyebrow while the right one furrowed.
After a small talk with mark he left without suspiscion that im going to johnnys room cause maybe he's used to seeing me go to boys room to hangout.

But...i was shocked and really wanted to cry, johnny was holding pills...MY fucking pills...

"antidepressants? And you didnt tell anyone?" he asked.

i stayed quiet and just nod while looking at the floor cause i didnt want him to see me going to cry

"hey...look at me"
i didnt want to look at him but i didnt know why i did and as i was looking at him i couldnt help it but to let my tears fall like a waterfall cause when one tear fell another one fell quick and it goes over and over again...

"i hate it...my past, my feelings, my fate, my life-"
my words got cutted by the sudden sting on my head, johnny looked shocked and he came to me and brought me to his bed to lay me down

"hey hey no its okay everythings gonna be fine your just having a trauma scene from your past just hey look at me and breath"

i did what he told me to do and i got more calmer but tears kept streaming down my face as he wipes it the whole time and what surprised me is that he hugged me...

my heartbeat stopped once again and was just looking at him but i hugged him back and sobbed

"sleep in my room, i'll sleep on the couch and bring you some food"

i really wanted to deny so bad but he'll know no matter how many times i'll say no i will still be ended up saying yes so ofc i just nodded.
I couldnt sleep tbh i was thinking about it all the time...my suicide scene...the scene where i almost end it all...

i looked at johnny and he was sleeping so i went to the door and was about to open it when he grabbed my hand

"stay..."

i sighed and went back to his bed i looked at him and say
"i cant sleep i dont think i'll even sleep its already 3 in the morning and we have 4 more hours of rest..."

he took a deep breath and let out a sigh, out of no where he walked to his bed and layed down beside me

"go to sleep or i'll make you sleep"

i was shivering on how cringy it was

"dude tf thats some cringy kink line you have"
he just chuckled...after a few minutes i layed down after staring at the door while sitting for a while, i was looking at the wall on the right side of the bed and he was looking at the ceiling, all of a sudden he putted a blanket on top of me and i blushed for the second time but was curious so i looked at johnny but his back was facing me so all i could do was saying
"thank you"

After like an hour i still couldnt sleep, it was like 04.07 AM.
I was tossing and turning and was looking at johnnys back all the time cause it was facing me.

As i was looking at it johnny turned back and pulled me into his embrace while his other hand is pulling the blanket to cover us

"johnny..."
i called his name in shockness.

"shut up and sleep"
he said while cuddling me and so i can finally sleep i didnt know why or how but i really did slept well.

I woke up feeling fine and i looked around ofc im still at johnnys room, i was about to get out of the bed but then someone came in...it was mark,

"finally you're awake, did he go too rough til' you wake up this late?"

he asked and ofc i got embarassed af so i threw a pillow at him and yelled

"oh heeellll naaaah tf is wrong with you" he just laughed at me

"meet me at the cafe but the one on the rooftop not downstairs"
i was confused but i just nodded, he left the room and i looked at the time...11.28 am...

"did i sleep that much?" i thought to myself.

A lot of people might think 7 hours of sleep isnt enough because it always has to be 8 hours but for me i usually only sleep for 5 hours...hmm...weird...

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Hey! its author-nim, yesss i know this is a mark fanfic but johnny is just djsixnsnd and well...spoiler alert, an unexpected thing will happen that includes him hehe 😊