ꜰʀᴀɢɪʟᴇ || m a r k l e e

Part 13: drapetomania

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Drapetomania...
(n.) an overwhelming urge to run away

That is what i was feeling for these past 7 months. After i left mark i felt hopeless, i kept telling myself that i didnt need him but no matter how hard i tried i still cant get him out of my head.

Everyone knew that i was pregnant because my belly got bigger. The girls at my school was looking at me with disgust on their faces, they called me names i didnt wanted to hear.

"slut!"
"whore!"
"disgraceful bitch!"

I was tired of hearing those words everyday, my friends tried to defend me even mark did. He threatend them and i didnt want that so i told him that i didnt need his help.

Lunch break

"oh my god, the baby is kicking me again" i said while smiling because its almost time the baby will be born.

"omg y/n! Can i feel it?" eunji said happily.

"of course, eunji" i smiled, she touched my belly and started to flinch

"omo, omo, omo i felt it!" she was excited, more excited than me tbh.

"dont forget that we have an appointment in saturday" haechan said.

"yes donghyuck-ah, i remember" i said smiling at him.

These few months a lot of boys really didnt care about my pregnancy, they just congratulated me. Except johnny, jaehyun, renjun, jeno, and haechan.

They took care of me really well...
Jaehyun was the one who drove me to the doctors.
Renjun and jeno were the ones who bought me super cute stuffs for the baby.
And haechan...we grew closer as time goes by, he was the one who's in charge of the schedules i had and the one who took care of me physically.

Everytime my baby kicked me or everytime i had a pelvic pain he was the one who rubbed my belly to ease the pain and he was the one who helped me to walk when it hurts or helped me excercise. Im grateful for haechan being there for me.

"y/n!!" johnny came in the cafeteria running.

"johnny slow down i dont want you to fall" i said calmly while looking at him worriedly.

"sorry i was just excited to see the baby" he smiled cheekily

"she's not even born yet johnny hyung" renjun said to johnny.

"wait, its a girl?" jeno looked at renjun confused and renjun just looked at him in disbelief.

"yah! Lee jeno where have you been?!" eunji slapped jenos shoulder while he just looked shocked.

We were talking and laughing at the cafeteria but then the bell started to rang. We left to our own classes so i went to haechan because we were going to the same class.

15.05 pm

The bell rang and everyone started to leave.

"i'll wait for you at the gate to walk you home" haechan said to me.

"but i have no home" i said jokingly while making a sad face.

"yah! I ment eunjis house" i laughed and just nod at him.

I was writing my to do lists and then started to put my books inside my bag. Suddenly there was a tap on my shoulder so i looked back.

"what do you want mark?" i said it coldly to him.

"y/n i didnt mean to-"

"you're wasting my time, i'll leave" i was about to leave but my hand was grabbed by him.

"i...can i at least feel my daughter?..." he said it with a really low voice.

It hurted me...yes i still love him and that was stupid of me to not stop loving him but i still cant stand the fact that he lied and cheated on me.

I turned around and looked down with teary eyes. I grabbed his hand and put it on my belly...the baby was moving and he felt it, he looked shocked but smiled afterwards.

I couldnt hold it anymore so i let my tears fall on top of his hand and he started to look at me.

"y/n..." he said my name and put his other hand on my cheek making me look at him.

"y/n i-" his words got cut off by the sound of the door opening.

"you bastard, get off her!" haechan went to me and pulled me behind him.

"leave us alone, haechan" mark said with a deep voice which creeps me out.

"no, hyung. You leave us alone, you know how much pain she had to felt because of you and now you want to mess with her again?!" haechan punched the table beside him and glared at him.

i flinched because of shockness, i wasnt scared of fighting but i didnt want this to happen so i pulled haechan outside and started to walk out of school while holding an angry haechans hand.

The walk was quiet...haechan seemed like he wanted to say something but he kept it by his self.

After for a while we reached to eunjis house and parted our goodbyes. I went in and hugged eunji, suddenly i saw jeno out of eunjis room shirtless.

"jeno?!" i looked at eunji shocked and then i looked at jeno then back to eunji...knowing what happend.

"uhm i'll just sleep at the guest room" i said trying to stay calm while slowly walking away smiling awkwardly at them.

They just stood there looking at each other then to me feeling bad and really embarrassed.

If i had to be honest i didnt wanted to stay here any longer. I just want to run away and feel free but i had nowhere to go...i layed down and touched my belly.

I tried to think of a name for my baby and i thought of sarang...i didnt know why but i wanted my daughter to grow up feeling loved.

After a few minutes, i took my phone and went inside my gallery. A tear fell down when i saw a picture of me happily kissing marks cheek while he was smiling...

"this is the person i cant get out of my mind..."

"the person who is stuck in my heart..."

"the person i loved the most..."

I cried and sobbed while remembering the memories i had with him so i started to rub my belly slowly to know that my daughter is there listening to me.

"this is your dad, sarang-ah...and i missed him so much"

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Weeeewww so many complicated things are happening, i hope this ends well for both y/n and mark and of course their little sarang...