Im giving birth, im finally giving birth to my daughter i thought to myself.
I couldnt hear or see very well, everything was blurry. I saw lights, doctors, nurses...i cant see but i can feel mark holding my hand beside me.
"y/n! Stay with me! Its gonna hurt but the doctor said you have to keep pushing!"
I finally gained my consciousness back and can see very well, my belly hurts so bad. The baby was kicking a lot because it wanted to get out of my womb.
"mrs.park! When i count from 3 to 1 you hold on to mr.lee's hand and push, okay?"
I was crying and biting my lips on how painful my stomach was, i nodded at the doctor and looked at mark.
"hold on to me, y/n." he looked really worried and i can see he was anxious.
I tried all my best to hold the pain and smile at him.
"mark, if the baby got out and i didnt make it-"
"no! D-dont say that! You're going to be fine"
Marks tears began to stream down and i smiled while holding his hands very tight.
"i love you, mark"
He looked at me with a sad face while i looked at him with a happy one.
"okay mrs.park! 3...2...1, PUSH!"
I pushed as hard as i can and mark was in pain because i held him too tight but he didnt care, all he cared was me and the baby being fine. I felt guilty...
"AAGHH!" i screamed in pain.
It was the most painful 60 minutes of my life, but i didnt regret it. I was happy, really really happy and grateful.
Everything was blurry again and i tried so hard to stay awake.
"weeeehhhhh!"
I raised my eyebrows and was crying again because i heard cries. My daughter was born, my little sarang was born. I felt happiness all over me and my heart softened at the sight of the nurse carrying my baby.
"y/n you did it!" mark was still holding my hand and i was happy.
I looked up to the ceiling feeling happy but everything was slowly turning black, i closed my eyes and was breathing in and out.
"doctor! She's losing too much blood"
"shit! Someone give me blood and an injection!"
I opened my eyes again and i knew i was losing my conscious. My hand was held really tight so i looked at mark making an 'im going to be fine' face, he held my hand tighter and looked down.
"mr.lee i need you to either wait with the baby or stay outside" the doctor said while checking me from marks side.
"i'll...i'll stay with the baby" he was holding his tears and was sobbing, he looked at me for the last time before going to the babys room and i smiled.
The last thing i know was the doctor gave me an injection and i fell asleep.
Marks POV
I couldnt bare to see y/n like that, i was in pain and i was praying that nothing bad will happen to her.
I was at a special room for myself and the baby because i was a kpop star and the people at the hospital didnt want any paparazzi in their buliding.
I didnt care about that, all i cared was y/n being fine. I called her friends telling them that she gave birth and was in a critical condition.
They didnt believe me at first but i send them a picture of the baby, everyone was shocked. They said they were on their way but haechan threatened me.
"if you dare to ever lie to us and just use her again, i will end your life"
I didnt knew the soft, funny, prankster of the group would actually be this scary...
After thinking of y/n for a while i finally stopped and looked at the baby
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Without even noticing i smiled while letting a tear down.
"excuse me, mr.lee" the doctor came in and i got a little startled.
"uh yes, doctor?"
"sorry to startle you, i came in just to check up on the baby and to tell you y/n is fine. She just needs a lot of rest since she just gave birth and lost a lot of her blood"
"i'll make sure she'll rest more after she discharge and take care of our daughter"
"oh yea one more thing mr.lee" he stopped before leaving and looked at me.
"y/n told me that her name is sarang. If you guys are planning to get on married then...its lee sarang, congratulations" he smiled at me and left.
I was smiling on the idea of getting married and i carried my baby while looking at her sweetly.
"hi, little sarang. I promise to love and take care of your mother and you for the rest of my life"
⋆✩⋆──┅┅┄┄*ೃ:.✧✲ﾟ*｡⋆─── ⋆✩⋆ I have no words to describe this chapter...its just beautiful, giving birth might be painful and scary but its worth it :)
