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My alarm beeped it was 6 am and mark is still sleeping like a freakin' cute baby lion i got up and went to the bathroom to shower
"shit"
blood on my underwear...
i sighed because i was prepared to feel like hell, i cleaned everything, went to shower, did my morning routine, and put on my clothes which was black trainings, a white crop top tshirt, and a purple hoodie on my waist.I went out of the bathroom looking like i was about to kill someone and mark was looking at me with wide eyes
"are you okay? Did i do something wrong? Was everything moving too fast?"
i softened at his questions and smile while sighing"no mark im fine, you didnt do anything wrong, and everything was perfect, its just..."
i stopped because of embarrasment, mark got up and went to hug me
"you can cry if you want"
i hugged him back and chuckled"im okay mark im just on my period" mark pull out of the hug.
"well in that case you dont need to pretend that you're sick"
i smiled and hugged him again
"yea"it was quiet for a few seconds
"i think im gonna have cramps"mark immediately grabbed my hand and put me to bed
"do not even try to do anything i'll be the one who's gonna make you food and take care of you til' you feel better"
I looked at him in the eyes,
"but mark im fi-"
I stopped my sentence because he was glaring at me.
I gulped and calmly said "okay..."mark went out to tell the teachers and the staffs that me and him and also a few sick students are staying in bed for the day.
I was scrolling down my instagram and found something...off, jaehyun had a new post and i was observing it because johnny was in it and i felt something wrong
"wait...my pills...why tf is my pills is in johnnys room?!"
i widened my eyes realizing that all this time i was taking a vitamin pill and not the antidepressant
"fuck"
as soon as i said that i got up from my bed and was about to open the door "what about mark?..." i growled out of frustration so i grabbed a paper from my book and wrote
'sorry im not in bed i needed to get something whats mine :)'i sighed and rushed outside to johnny's room
"JOHNNY WHERE ARE-"
i shut my mouth and was embarrasedly shocked, i saw johnny was on bed making out with that fucking annoying chick, mei...i didnt know why but i feel disappointed but i wasnt focusing on that because johnny was looking at me shock and the chick looked at me like she was about to end me so i ran to his desk and grabbed my pills
"sorry, i left something, ok bye"i closed johnny's door and stand there for a while still in the feeling of disappointment but then i started hearing moans so i went back to my room disgusted while i was going to my room i felt like im going to faint anytime so i tried so hard to stay concious i thought it was because im sick but i just remembered that i was also on my period .
usually when im on my period i wouldnt have cramps first, i would feel dizzy if im in a healthy condition but if im already quite sick i would feel like im going to puke and faint
luckly mark was in my room and opened the doorhe was about to throw his trash away, when he saw me he rushedly hold me by the shoulder asking a lot of questions but then he realized i was so pale and looked so weak, he was shocked and felt bad so he kissed me in the forehead and carried me to my room with all his strength.
I was about to faint but when i layed down for a few minutes i finally gained my conciousness and groaned coz my stomach is burning,
"shh shh im here just tell me what im supposed to do" mark said that while putting a warm small towel around my head because he knows that im gonna have a fever, i laughed while groaning
"im having cramps mark you cant do anything" mark sighed.
"if i kiss you a million times and cuddle with you til' evening, would that help?"
i started to smile and raised my hands to give him a sign that i wanted to cuddle, he let out a giggle and start cuddling me
"oh wow you're cold"
i pursed my lips and say
"im sorry"he smiled and started kissing me everywhere, my nose, my forehead, my eyes, my cheeks, my jaw, and ofc my lips i was lost in my thoughts while he was kissing me
"he was so cute and so caring...i dont deserve a guy like him...i thought i would end up being alone or with a guy who doesnt even love me but im grateful that im finally with a guy like mark he's so nice, kind, caring, loving, funny he is just too perfect and such a boyfriend material he deserves bette-"
my thoughts got cut off by mark, he was literally calling me for a while now and i just got back to my senses
"i- im sorry i was lost in my thoughts i didnt-" he kissed my lips to shut me up
"i love you"
i widened my eyes and got up, thank god my cramps was a bit better but i was shocked as hell
"mark...." he also got up."its okay if you're not ready but i said that just to let you know that i fell for you, for around 5 months now and im happy that you also have feelings for me but i have more stronger feelings so i said that...sorry if its too fast for you but i just couldnt get it off my head"
i softened at his explanation and went to hug him"thank you...for understanding..."
mark hugged me back and hid his face on my neck.⋆✩⋆──┅┅┄┄*ೃ:.✧✲゚*。⋆─── ⋆✩⋆
Uwuuu this is so cute but johnny tho, how could he :'(
y/n is his bestfriend and he knows that mei bullies her but he then made out whith her? WHYYYY?! 😭
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Fanfiction❝ the love that came to me has always been so fragile ❞ Started: 5/26/2020 Ended: - / - / -