i was thinking wether i should go to marks room or not and what clothes i have to wear cause i dont want any boys seeing me with short pants and pyjamas, so i changed with black legging and an oversized hoodie under that i didnt wear any shirts coz im saving them for the next few days so literally im just using my bra.
i went there after like 10 minutes yea it was a bit early but who cares, i knocked on the door and mark opened the door
"you're early as always, the boys are coming late like about 20 more minutes"
i stared at him and raised my eyebrows to signal him that i want to come in "oh yea lol sorry come in, my room is a mess but its gonna get messier anyways" he said while scratching the back of his neck
"got some strawberry shake?" i asked, he nodded and went to his refrigerator.
I sat on the edge of his bed and turned on the TV after a few minutes he threw me the strawberry shake and drank his watermelom juice.
"how come you dont get bored here?" i asked him coz i was feeling bored.
"well...you know that i do like to write music but other than that i like to just sit and think of something thats bothering me in life and well just yea sometimes i play video games too" he answered.
think about whats bothering you...huh...same...i thought to myself for a while and sighed so i put my milkshake on the desk and layed down on his bed while breathing in and out
"you need someone to talk to dont you?" he asked me while i was staring at the wall
"i...dont need someone to talk to" it was silence for a while. "i just...need someone to...comfort me"
mark raised his eyebrows and asked "do...you need a hug?" i sat back up and looked at him with a shocking face
"uh i mean- um- its okay if you dont want to i just-"
i cutted his words by saying "i do actually"
i smiled at him and he smiled back, i layed down again and mark was laying beside me...he was awkwardly going to put his hands on me but i just directly hugged him and ofc he was shock but he hugged me back
after a few minutes the hug turned into a cuddle istg he looked like a baby but i was the baby because he's spooning me
all of a sudden there was a knock on the door and we got up and looked at eachother while mark said "shit..i forgot" under his breath
i sat and grabbed my strawberry milkshake acting like nothing happend and mark opened the door and greeted the boys.
Its been one hour and we were laughing and joking a lot but i felt like i need to go back, mark was with some guy talking close by to the refrigerator so i took my chance to sneakly went out.
I opened my door room and immediately went on top of my bed and sighed, i brushed my teeth, did my skincare routine, put on the shorts and pyjamas that i was wearing earlier and turned on the tv while eating noodles.
The clock strikes to 2 am and yet here i am being the insomniac as usual but whats surprising is someone knocked on my door i was shock and scared coz its literally 2 am everyones asleep i carefully put my noodles down and went to the door...
i was about to see who it was trough the peek hole but the the person said
"hey, its mark u still up?" i sighed in relieved and opened the door
"jeez you scared me i thought you were some ghosts or something and why are you still awake?"
mark looked kinda embarrased "i cant sleep, i was searching for you but then jaehyun and the others saw you left so yea i came to check on you and i...uhm..."
i looked at him confused but i think i know what he's trying to say so i grabbed his hands, pulled him into my room, and closed the door well more likely i locked the door
"just in case someone tried to get in again" he chuckled.
after that i went to my bed again and continue eating my noodles mark was sitting beside me looking around my room so i asked him
"do you want noodles?" he looked at me
"no, just share yours i dont want too much"
i nodded and gave him another fork and put the noodles in the middle, while mark was watching tv and eating noodles i was looking at him the whole time admiring him lost in my own thoughts mark noticed so he called me out and said "hey, i'll clean the dishes"
i snapped and nodded, mark was washing the dishes and i was laying down on my bed holding my garfield doll with blankets on
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after a few minutes mark came and looked at me "i should go, sorry for bothering you, see you at main hall"
i sat up and saw right trough his eyes...he was...sad and disappointed...it made me feel sad too but then i said "no" wtf i didnt even know why i said that
mark looked at me back confused
"dont leave...stay..."
and from that last word he automaticly smiled and went to lay beside me i was smiling so bad and was hugging my doll real tight and he saw that, he played with my hair and spooned me so i cuddled him while holding my doll.
His skin touches my bare legs and i exitedly shivered, his hands were wrapped around me and i was feeling safe in his embrace
"i wish we could stay like this for the day" mark said.
i felt my cheeks burning coz it fluttered me "we can"
mark looked at me being confused as hell and i just smiled at him saying "i can pretend that im sick and you can say that you'll take care of me because you have been in medical extracurricular so yea-"
my words got cut off because of my sudden shockness
he kissed me...
i was so shocked i didnt know what to do so i just froze there for a while and i thought to myself "WHY AM I NOT DOING ANYTHING?!! DO SOMETHING BEFORE HE THINKS THAT YOU DONT LIKE HIM!!!!"
mark was about to pull out from the kiss but before he does that i put my hands on his cheeks and kissed him back...it was so passionate and full with feelings i thought i would never had anymore but yet it was still cute we didnt say anything after that, we just went back to cuddling while smiling like idiots.
⋆✩⋆──┅┅┄┄*ೃ:.✧✲ﾟ*｡⋆─── ⋆✩⋆ This part really pulled out the uwu out of me, im so soft for mark (^ω^)
