Tired (Depression)

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They don't understand, do they?

When I find a reason to trust

I trust hard

When trust gets shaken

It makes me wonder

That wonder makes me think

Thinking makes tired

Tired...well I'm tired

So tired that I can't sleep

But when I do sleep

I wake up

Things are okay

But why can't I get out of bed

Wishing it was another day?

I'm still tired.

That when my brain kicks in

A memory resurfaces

"Why you so tired?"

They ask me.

Truth is

I don't know

All I know is

I gotta go to school

School that started this whole thing

The school that I'm supposed to trust

The school that I'm supposed to love

The school where I'm supposed to feel safe

Yet....

I'm just so tired.

Wishing they understood

Trust is hard for me

But you can't see

Just because I don't trust you

Doesn't mean I don't respect you.

Just don't break my trust

Or you will truly hurt me. 

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