Obstacles

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It's funny how people assume that you don't talk because you don't want to

When really you don't talk because you can't

It's so hard to talk when there's nobody listening

Now I have a question

Something I want you guys to imagine

Have you ever considered this scenario?

I am walking the hallways—

This is a setting at school

By the way

There's no-one surrounding me

I am walking in a pit of darkness

So black

That I want to go back

I want to go back to the good moments

To the days where nobody ignored me

I want to go back to the days where I was happy

To the days pressure didn't even exist

Just be myself and that was it

But you know what?

Things change

Things happened

My life isn't perfect

Although I wish that it was

It's not.

Have you considered that scenario,

Or do you guys just love to assume?

She is doing this for attention

I mean—come on, it must be true right

Look at how she's dressed

Look at the way of how she acts

So that's just it?

I just want attention?

Oh, wait I forgot to mention

I have depression.

Somewhere that must have started in my childhood.

I live with anxiety

Both are living door to door next to me

I am in the middle

Trapped inside

I can't even breathe

I can't even fight

Did you just imagine

Or did you just assume?

Because that's it...

That's it!

I don't think I can take much more.