haphazard thoughts.

color

hi hi again. its me back to discuss

welll first i would like to say its 4 am wow i am truly living the best life lskfjsld

anyways im really happy bc someone dmed me asking me if they could translate color into turkish and omgskjd i couldn't believe it,, it really put me in a good mood :)))

okay also fun fact that i don't know if i said but color was originally planned to end very very different-

i had recently read this book called relish (very good btw) and it inspired me to write a similar concept (i won't spoil the book)

i wanted the ending to be that jisung had died and minho was coping by writing these beautiful letters asking him all these questions, because he wanted to know if jisung was happy, if he had helped jisung see a whole new world, if jisung remembered

even when writing i think the way i formatted it made it obv already, though perhaps not

i only used past tense and the way i formatted it was very formal in a sense? like it had an air of grace (slkfjsdlksi thats what i wld like to think)

anyways i got so much love on it like everybody saying how cute it was etc. etc.

and i really couldn't bear to break their hearts (like not actually but yknow) so i snuffed that ending and went for a happy anniversary thing

in the end hmm i don't know if i would change it to my original. i like this ending too it makes it very cute and almost nostalgic i wld like to think

anyways yea thats the backstory! now go read relish!!!! u can also find it in my reading list "sad but good reads" i think that's the title

okay originally i was planning to write abt some other stuff but im really tired and its almost 4:30 slfjsljf so yeaa

good night babes, sweet dreams <33