haphazard thoughts.

i finished banana fish

spoilers ahead!!!!!!!

so first i have to say

wtaf i was not expecting that whole thing with dino like literally event after event after event i was in my shock like damn this man rlly be like "death who?"

i still don't understand his motives behind the whole thing im slow sorry fjsflj 

and second i gotta clarify, the new intro rlly grew on mee i like both of them sm

also blanca like yES i lowkey liked him from the beginning as eiji said he didn't seem like a bad guy,, i could feel he had good interests for ash so yea that was amazing 

and then yut-lung lee i felt so bad for him omg :(( like ik everything he did but omg he just needs love im sad for him :((

and then the ACTUAL ending

OKAY WAIT HOLD TF UP

i was about to say ahah at first i thought ash died but then i was like nah he couldn't its just 1 stab he's survived

but THEN i frickin searched banana fish up and it says he ACTUALLY DIED!?!?!?

wtaf NO i WILL sob

i refuse to believe this :(( okay first ash and eiji have the absolute best relationship,, at first i thought it was bl bc that's what my frnd said when she recommended me it but anyways i literally could not care less that they aren't dating or shii bc they literally complete each other in best and purest way possible im :(( 

and second holy shi if ash really died that's so sad bc he'll never get to meet eiji and LIKE IM

ash was literally the best,, he suffered so much he was so strong  :( if he wanted to die because he didn't believe that he was good enough to be with eiji than i STRONGLY disagree. but i understand he was suffering so much ik he's not a real person but i'm happy he's in a better place.

and yea the whole show absolutely did not disappoint, i think i would watch it again even with the ending oomfsfj 

i think im gonna read the manga!! i wanna see if there's things in there that give more details, more explanations, and etc.

i really loved the show, i literally put off watching it bc i did nOT want to have to finish watching the show i rlly did not want it to end hhh

even the ending i wasn't mad like that was how it happened okay :,)

i actually didn't cry omf i expected too sfjsjfj prbly bc i didn't think ash was actually dead

anyways yeaa those are my final thoughts and opinion 

don't even know what to saay

i probably will watch another anime,, can it live up to this one doe i wanna see hmm

okay so ya i shld prbly sleep soon somehow its alrdy almost 1 ksfjs 

goodnight babes!! sleep well n good luck with the week! <3

bye bye :)