Emptiness Inside Of Me (a Bastille fanfiction)

Chapter 3 - Thinking Ahead

"My veins are blue and connected and every single bone in my brain is electric" Jack White - Lazaretto

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     While I was on the aeroplane, I got time to think about what happened today and I realized I was so stupid trying to kiss her. Of course, she would've said no or not agree with that thing! Kissing someone out of the blue is not cool at all. Plus, she has a boyfriend. A boyfriend. I'm so mad and jealous. I hate him even though I've never meet that guy,but all I know is that he has my girl..who is not even mine..

      "Watcha thinkin' 'bout, mate?" Kyle intrerupted my 'dreaming state'.

      "Nothing special really..." I lied, faking a smile.

      He arched his eyebrows and started stroking his moustache analyzing me.

     "You are such an awful liar, Dan." he chuckled. I blushed. "Tell me everything."

      So I did. I told him all that happened. Didn't even think for a second. I confessed everything to him and.. it...it felt wonderful, actually.

       "Woa...dude...how long have you been keeping this in your big kind heart?"

       "One..probably two years...it was so hard, Kyle." I said as I felt my eyes flooding again. "God, I'm sorry...I'm such an emotional wreck.."

        "Hey, no, stop it.." Kyle comforted me, patting my shoulder. "Kyle is here for you!"

       "Thank you." I almost whispered, pulling him in a friendly hug.

         I felt so good knowing that I poured my heart out to someone. I tried keeping my little crush for Charlie secret,but now that it doesn't matter anymore (Lord, it's so hard to say that), it was nice telling Kyle.

          I got cheered up by chatting and telling jokes with him. He told me some of his secrets and I told him mine. We became super close to eachother (not that we weren't before).

          Not long after, we arrived at the LAX aeroport in California. Tomorrow we begin our tour. It's so mental knowing that we are going to perform in America.

         While I was admiring the American skies, I felt my phone vibrate in my pocket.

         A message, I thought. My heart started beating faster as I read the name of the 'sender'.

         Charlie: Hey Dan, I'm sorry if you found my words hurting, I didn't mean to be that rough on you. It's okay if you have a crush on me, I just hope you don't develop even stronger feelings.

         Too late.

           Charlie: Anyways, I hope you have a safe flight and a wicked time on tour. :) See ya xx

          I found myself smiling. Well at least things are okay between us.

Author note: I'd like to thank every each of you, my readers, for reading (obviously) my story. It means a lot to me. And sorry if you find any grammatical errors in my chapters. I'm not of an english-nationality (that means english is not my first language.)