𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄 𝐓𝐑𝐈𝐀𝐍𝐆𝐋𝐄

7

//LISA//

Feb. 1995

It's been a few weeks since me and Pac's blow up at the club, and also me and Andre's three-way. I ain't tell nobody what happened or where i went that night cause it ain't nobody's business. "Lisa, can you sip this up for me?" Ro said pointing to her back zipper. We were nominated for awards for our album "CrazySexyCool" which honestly, I'm feeling very cocky that we're gonna win. And also we're PERFORMING, so I'm excited about that.

I helped Ro zip up her shirt and i put on my hat. Andre couldn't make it because he had some "important football business" to handle so I ain't sweat him, he can see me on TV winnin' these awards. I got in the car with them and crossed my arms then looked out the window. I was pissed off for many reasons. "Lisa what's wrong?" Tionne looked over Chilli to look at me. "Y'all already know. WE BROKE GODDAMNIT. I have to as my goddamn man for money!! I should be grinding on my fucking own!" Chilli chuckled, "Who's your man, Ms.?"

"Yeah cus didn't you and Pac have a blow up?-" I cut them both off. "I'm handling my fucking business. Don't be so pressed to hop in my business cause y'all lives are boring." I said rolling my eyes hard. "Whatever, Lisa. You keep fucking talking like that and I'll make sure I won't fucking help you when you get drunk and naked, OK?" Tionne said. "When was this??" Chill became confused and i slid down in my seat.

We all went in the building and it was crowded as fuck. Everybody bumping into me and some shit. "Damn!" I said rolling my eyes, "Excuuuuuuuuse YOU!!!" Before i knew it, Tionne pulled me to the side, "I don't know what the hell's up with you but I'ma need you to chill out on the mood swings ok? Is it that time of the month or some shit??" I crossed my arms like a baby and shook my head.

Me and Tionne made our way to our seats to find Chill already there waiting on us. "You set her straight?" Chill asked as they both looked at me. I slouched in my seat like a baby boy and Tionne shook her head, "Guess I didn't." They both sighed. The award show was boring me and it seemed it went on for 50 decades but it went hella quick. We all went to our dressing rooms to get ready for our performance. I had a big ass smile on my face. "There's our girl!! Where was she hiding all this time??" Chilli said hugging me as i laughed. "Mood swings probably." I smiled and nodded. "I'ma to the bathroom ok?" I told them and they all nodded.

I stepped out and walked my way down the hallway and i felt somebody hug me from behind and my defense mechanisms reacted fast so they almost got they arm twisted. "What's happenin' baby?" Pac said smiling. I started dead in his eyes and walked away. He pulled me by my waist and i spun my way out of his hold and kept walking to the bathroom ignoring him. "Damn baby so its l-"

"YEAH ITS LIKE THAT TUPAC. I am TIRED of chasing after you. You ain't no fucking waterfall. The fuck i look like as a grown ass woman chasing after you??? Once again, have your hoes, have your one night stands. Cause I won't be one of these bitches you just hit and fuck alright?! Okay! Bye bye now!" I walked my way into the bathroom and did my business. It was about time we got on stage so i hurried my lil ass backstage and i caught them right on time. "This it y'all!! Y'all ready???" I smiled with my eyes wide open like a dear in headlights and Tionne and Chilli both smiled and we did a group hug then all of a sudden, i was on stage rappin', doing my thang...just like the first time.

After we got done, my adrenaline was pumpin' so hard so i started jumping around and i even did a cartwheel. Tionne cackled at me, "Girl your energy will never stop surprising me!" Tionne formed this big ass smile on her face and pointed slickly to behind me, It was Tupac. I groaned. "Nigga do you know how to leave me alone?!" He stepped up and shook his head. "Nope. Let's do this again...what's happening baby?" He asked smiling at me