𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄 𝐓𝐑𝐈𝐀𝐍𝐆𝐋𝐄

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"There's gotta be some more things I have to challenge for myself." Lisa felt like she wasn't going as hard as she was supposed to be. She grabbed the camera and her art supplies then got to work.

After she was done with her painting, she ran to her friends to show them. "Y'all wanna see the painting I did?" She smiled. Everybody immediately said yes. She flipped the painting to the other side causing everyone to gasp and say "WOW!!"

Lisa have a short description of her painting before she hung it up on the wall. "It's gon' hang up until we get ready to go back home. Now we gotta have our daily herbs so let's go to the table!" She smiled. Everybody started to groan and whine but Lisa didn't care. "Cmon yall! Stop being babies, they aint even that bad!"

All her friends and family took their rounds of herbs while Lisa recorded them, laughing and cheering them on. "Have you had yours, Lisa?" Lisa's assistant, Stephanie asked. "No." Lisa said, holding the camera. "What- gir- GIMME THE CAMERA DRINK YOURS!" They all laughed and handed Lisa a cup of herbs.

"And THIS is how you handle it people! Cus sometimes you gotta say F it." Lisa smiled. "F it?" Ronald asked. "F IT! F. IT. It's for the people who don't curse!!" Lisa laughed then started drinking all of hers with no hesitation, then smacked her lips after her last sip. She smiled at the camera. "Cmon let's go hiking yall!"

By the end of the day, Lisa was tired but she was up most of the night writing in her journal. It was a few hours back in the US so she called Shamari to see how her babies were doing. "Heeeey! Look Maralei, Dyamond, Omar! ITS YOU MAMAS!"

"HIIIIII MOMMYYYYY!!" Maralei screamed thru the phone. Lisa laughed, "Hey baby girl, what you guys doing?"
"Auntie Mari making me some ceweal. What you doing mommyyyy?" She said sweetly. "Mommy's writing. I was gonna go to bed but I wanted to call you before I went to bed babe." Lisa smiled.

"What's your brother and sister doing?"
"Shleeping. Mommy, when you coming home? I miss you!" Maralei frowned. "I know baby, in a 2 more days Mama will be right where you are baby." Lisa said softly.
"You promith?" Maralei whispered.

"I promise, baby. I really do. But I'm gonna letcha go and go to bed. I love you, kiss your brother and sister goodnight for me. I love you Maralei!"
"I love you too Mommy! Night Night!"

Shamari and Lisa talked for a bit to catch up then Lisa hung up. Lisa's children gave her hope for a future so bright. She thought of everyone, her mind started to drift towards her soulmate, Tupac...so she began writing.

"Dear Pac, I know you're in a very safe realm above me. I do miss you and I know I can't allow myself to break, I have to be strong for myself, my kids and you. Our kids remind me so much of us. I know we had our problems but I truthfully don't care anymore. I miss you so much and you're always in my heart. Thank you for being my rock. Things have been kinda tense, the universe has been giving me clues and I feel like my end is coming soon. But i'll hold out for as long as I can for our babies. I love you so much."

She tucked the letter in her bag and drifted off to sleep.

*Next Morning*

Lisa

Today was a new day and I felt pretty good. The girls were gonna perform at the Honduran Prison. I volunteered and hey, maybe the guys will like what they have to offer. We spent the whole day swimming in the heated sun. By 7pm, we left to go to the prison. They sang a few songs and we had a lil food get together.

A tall, muscular, and attractive Hispanic man walked up after Lisa in the food line."So you Left Eye huh?" He asked."Um...yeah" I nodded. Ion know who this nigga thought he was but if he think he'll get me tonight, he's wrong. "Yanno, I listened to your group 'TLC' a lot. You girls aren't half bad." He chuckled while eating a olive off a toothpick. "Yea were a lot of fun! I would say come see us live but...but you can't-"

He laughed while grabbing some more food. He smile was pearly white. Lisa giggled and smiled. "So what you in here for?"
"I was a thief and they caught me." He nodded.
"What'd you steal? If you don't mind me asking." She poured her some water.
"An 900k karat.."

"900,000 KARAT?????" Lisa gasped.
"And lied about it!" He laughed
"You devil! I couldn't do that.."
"You ever been to prison, Ms. Left Eye?" He asked with his deep, sultry voice.

"For like a day for some stupid shit tho..." Lisa drank her water and eating her fruit. "What for?" He ate his chicken, Lisa could tell he was starving.
Lisa sighed then laughed "Pretty embarrassing but I burned down my ex boyfriends home.." She laughed.

"Oh we got us a lil firecracker huh??" He laughed
"Shut up! It was an accident....and he deserved it." Lisa smiled. "What's ya name?"
"I cant tell you that..." He chuckled and shook his head. "Why not? They won't let you?"
"Nah..."

"Well...I leave tomorrow so it was really nice meeting you. here," Lisa started writing her home number in Atlanta and her number from the hut she was in. "This is my number from Atlanta, and my number from the hut that I'm currently in. I really hope I get to see you soon but I have to go.." She got up and gave him a big hug then left out.

They had so much deep conversations throughout the time that she stayed. But she had to go home to her hut, then home to her family. She was so excited to see her children, family and friends.

When they got to the hut, all Lisa could think about was her life. When she went to sleep, she had a full dream of her life from birth. She saw everything from everything she's experienced in her life until it became a nightmare....

Lisa woke up out of her sleep and she felt like she was on the edge of death, almost sinking in. She put her head in her knees then sat on the floor and got in the same position. Lisa grabbed her journal and started writing in her journal.

"My children are my number one priority. I love them so much, probably more than myself. My light, my sunshine. 3 individual pieces to my hearts."

She closed her notebook feeling that would be the only time, she'd get to talk to her kids.

AN: hey everyone! Love Triangle is sadly coming to an end :(. But don't worry because I have more tupac books coming! I have one coming up with him and Janet Jackson. And I might do another one with him and Lisa. Who knows! But here's an update, I hope you all enjoy💗