𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄 𝐓𝐑𝐈𝐀𝐍𝐆𝐋𝐄

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(This is about to be so hard for me to write but I'll try to make it. Read at your own risk ⚠️ )

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Lisa woke up with peace on her mind. She felt like a butterfly out the cocoon. The plan for today was to take a drive through the village and explore.

Lisa took a quick outside shower and got dressed in a melancholic manner. "You ok, Lisa?" Stephanie asked

"Ye- I've been feeling weird and I wanna go home early. I miss my kids so much. I know they miss me too. But i feel like somethings got me right where it wants me...I feel like something bad is gonna happen..to me or someone else." Lisa zoned out for a bit.

"Lisa, it's ok. We're all here for you. No doubt."

Stephanie gave Lisa a big hug before grabbing her cross purse.

"Yeah, I wanna go for a late night drive!" Lisa said with a big smile across her face. "That's my girl! CMON YALL WE GOIN FOR A RIDE!"

After we all got in the van, I turned around to start a conversation with my friends.

"You guys, I wanna go home sooner. I know I said 30 days but I just miss my kids so much."

"Dang, I really wanted to some of the things that were planned-" T'Melle said before Lisa cut her off.

"Yeah I know but I miss my kids. Like seriously being away from them truly hurts my soul every second and everyd- STEPHANIE WATCH OUT!!!"

Stephanie hit the breaks quick as ever as they heard a loud "thump". Lisa saw a small figure in front of the van and walked in the front of it and gasped. "Oh shit, It's a kid...SOMEBODY CALL THE AMBULANCE."

||LISA||

"Tionne I feel so fucking shitty..I cant believe we hit a kid. Nothing seems right anymore" I sighed over the phone, "And plus that little boy had the same last name as me, ain't that some shit??"

"Oh word?? Damn Lisa..but don't beat yourself about it. It was an accident and he's up in heaven in peace." Tionne said trying to comfort me. "Yeah, I just feel like something bad is gonna happen...but how's everybody there?"

"We're good, Roz started dating Usher.." T chuckled. "Oh for real?? Well, I hope that goes well with her. I just really want everything to go as planned. I'm coming home tomorrow tho" I smiled, "But don't tell the kids, I wanna surprise them!" I laughed.

"Lisa you are something else, you know that?" Tionne chuckled. "Yeah girl, I been knew. But I'll talk to you tomorrow. Love you girl." I said. "Bye Li, Love you girl." Ti hung up and then I laid down.

I tried all I could to go to sleep but I just couldn't but when I finally did fall asleep, I had a whole flashback dream about my life. From the time I was born, time my father died, time I joined TLC, time I met Pac, time I had my children, you get it. From birth and to death. I couldn't figure out how I died but it felt like I could feel it because I woke up out of my sleep a cold sweat. I sat in my bed staring at the darkness just waiting to fall asleep but I didn't go back until 4:32am.

~Next Day~

Lisa woke up in a very bland mood. She was grateful but she felt clean and ready inside. She grabbed her wash cloths, towel, soaps, and took a long outside shower. She recorded herself having a great time, singing and just playing in the shower. After a few minutes, she got out then went back in the house. Something inside her told her to wear black and even a black bandana. She didn't like wearing much black but today was different.