Loud Mind [poetry]

Memories

Sometimes, out of the blue,
I just think of you.
Our memories, good and bad,
and our talks, happy and sad,
And the hugs you gave me,
I remember them all,
I stare at my phone
wishing you would call.
But I know you won't,
and that's all my fault.

I should've given us a chance,
But all I did was run away.
I ignored your pleas
when you begged me to stay.

You tried all you could,
to break through my wall.

But you should've known
it would never fall.

Those hurtful things I've said
I swear they were all fake,
I tried to make you hate me
but all I caused you was heartbreak.

I repaid you
with nothing but cruelty,
when all you ever did
was love me.

Even though it's been years
since we saw each other,
I see those memories
without any blur.

I made you believe
that I never cared,
but I cared so much
and it got me scared.

I know you think

I already moved on.
But your name's engraved,
on this heart of stone.