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ITS HAPPENING

Music is the best medicine for any kind of pain. I never felt this much attached to music which is happening right now.
Thanks to Darshan Raval. His tune,  his voice,   his rhythm, his expression can cooler down any temper,  any madness.

Days were passing like this. I am completely detached from social media.
My only concern is Darshan. When will he post..!!!  When will he come live,,,  his fan pages,  funny memes about him, each and every lil thing about him was my biggest concern.

Sometimes I got lost in my imagination. I started thinking " is he okay? ", "everything is fine right? ".  
Problem is everything was happening within me. I can't tell anyone that I was getting crazy over a singer.
It's kinda feel stupid , I guess.
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After someday,  I got a call.  It's from my friend,  Shayani.
I nearly lost contact with everyone but I was glad that she called.
She called me because she heard about my break-up.

(PHONE CONVO)

Shayani:  Idiot !!! stupid !!! bastard!!!!, you had forgotten me right ??

Me: WTF !!!!! shayani...is this your way of saying hello?? Oh God..!!!

      I was so shocked that she started our conversation like that but yeah.. It's true I didn't call her. And I was really happy that she called.

Shayani: yes..!!!!  It's your punishment for not calling me.  By the way I heard   something from Adi.  Is it true?

Me: what do you think?  I don't wanna talk about it.

Shayani: okay then.. Let's talk about hot boys...;)  .

Me: well..  I have someone on the top.

Shayani: REALLY!!!!  ..that's my disha. Who is it??

Me: it's a singer.

Shayani : huh???  Who??

Me: did you hear the name Darshan Raval?

Shayani : yes . Of course. Even I heard that song ' Baarish lete aana'. .OMG.. he is damn sweet yaar...

Me: yeah..!!!  I am getting crazy day by day over him.  What should I do shayani???

Shayani: You should grab his collar and say, " Darsh..!!  I love you".

Me: OH NOOO.. Shayani..!!!  DONT.. I will start imagine these things.

         While talking with shayani, I never felt embarrassed. It feels like she can understands me.
Actually the problem was me. In the university, when I was so in love she said that, " Disha..!!  Are you okay??  Your relationship is going fine right?"
She was always there for me. I was so blind in love. Maybe she knew that he is not good enough for me but she never told me on my face,  maybe because she might thought that I will not believe her.

   But..... I got someone to talk about Darshan.

                              ***

One evening,  I was standing in my balcony and thinking about Darshan. I was listening one of his songs. Suddenly his voice made me cry.
I was crying. I was crying over a song.  I don't know why but the way Darshan was singing it was so heartwarming.  His soothing voice was like a meditation.  But I was feeling a piercing pain which made me understand that something is wrong.
I am not crazy about Darshan.

    I FELL IN LOVE

I FELL IN LOVE WITH DARSHAN RAVAL.