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THE BEGINNING

Millions of chances got away.  I was used to it. I knew that there are thousands of fans who are much more better than me.

But still.

I was hoping that atleast this time , the magic will happen. This time I will actually get the chance to meet that person.

The problem is this time me and shayani tried so hard.  She almost fell 10-15 times. We even ordered matching dress for the dance. After the dance I watched shayani, she slept like a Hog.

Everything we did just for him. Just to tell him how much we care about him. How much I am thankful that he came into our lives. How much we value his existence in our heart and most importantly how much I love him.

           It was raining outside. 

Yesterday Darshan posted the winner list. From that moment I didn't even want to talk about darshan.

Shayani texted me it's raining in Hyderabad also. But I didn't want to talk to her. I am just sad and frustrated and moreover I know she really wanted to meet Darshan this time.  She even bought a camera to shoot the Darshan journey. I feel bad for me and for her also.

I was lying on my bed.. It's raining. Wacting outside. Raindrops are hitting the glass window. Those raindrops looks like a liquid diamond because of the street lights.

Those raindrops can't touch me because of the window , just like that I also can't touch Darshan because of the huge social distance between us.
Every moment I am realizing this fact.

   **Darshan Raval Posted a photo**

I was not ready to see his congratulating message to other winners.  So I didn't open the post.

After a minute Shayani was calling. She was calling me like a crazy person. I got scared. I thought maybe something bad happened to her. So I picked up the call.

Shayani: Whoa girl calm down. I know you are in shock but we have to prepare lots of things.

Me: What?  Are you okay?  Why are you calling me like a crazy?

Shayani: What do you mean what?  Aren't you dead?  I thought your heart stopped.

Me: I am sooooo done with everything, now will you come to the point?

Shayani: So you mean you didn't see, the post?  Darshan's post?  2 minutes ago?

Me: no.. Why?  One second,  what happened??

Shayani: Oh MyGod DISHAAA!!!!!!!!  SEE THE POST RIGHT NOW.

Her words gave me little goosebumps, I don't know why. I opened my Instagram and what I saw was enough to stop my heart.

(HEY MY DEAR FANS. ITS RAINING IN MUMABAI AND I THOUGHT WHY SHOULDN'T I GAVE A LITTLE TREAT IN THIS BEAUTIFUL MONSOON... SO I DECIDED THERE WILL BE ONE MORE GROUP WHO WILL COME TO BOMBAY,  AND THAT IS 'THE BLUE SOUL'.  CONGRATS GUYS,  I SAW YOUR DANCE ITS REALLY AMAZING,  SEE YOU SOON;)

I was on my bed.

I had a poker face.

My mom came into my room and she got scared. First she thought I got paralyzed but then when she shook me I kissed her hundred of times. Jumping on my bed and fell from my bed. But I was smiling and laughing like a crazy person.

Thank God my family didn't send me to asylum.