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SHOULD'VE HELD ON

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The clock is ticking....

Heart is beating.....

It's raining outside.....

It felt like time stopped after I said..

ME: I have no expectations,  no demands,  no dreams. The only thing I want is your happiness. Your comfort. Your peace.
And for that.. I can bear hatred. So...
Now...
You tell me...
Is it love?  Or beyond love?

Is it this much hard for him to open up to me?

He is hesitating.

Now I feel bad for saying these.

I put him in a tough situation.

Me: haahh.. It's fine. You don't have to answer. I....
I should prepare the camera.

DR: Disha.... I...

He was about say something then...

*DOORBELL.*

Darshan opened the door.
The crew was here.

I don't know for some reason I was sooo pissed and hurt.

Why?

Anyway.

After the shoot we were discussing where should we put this or that clip.

Dhruv was standing and watching clips. The camera was really big and heavy to hold it with hands. .
I was writing some details about the clips.

AISHA : (Darshan's old friend): Dhruv ya.. Sit down.. That camera is really heavy. Sit before it slip through your hands.

Dhruv: Arey Don't worry. I am a pro. It will never sli.....

!!!!!!!......Aaaahhhhhhhhh.....!!!!!!!!!!!

In first two seconds I thought the camera is broken then I saw blood.

It's coming from my hands...

Then I felt the pain.

The camera fell on my right hand's thumb finger. The nail which joined with the skin,  cracked in middle. 

The corner of the camera fell on middle of the nail.

Acckk.. It hurts.. It hurts...

Me : Aaaaaaaaahhhhhh.. Blood blood.. Blood.. Ohhh fuck.... Oohhh shit.. Shit...

Aisha : OHHHH GOD.... FIRST AID BOX..... NOW..... SEE???  I TOLD YOU TO SIT...

Aisha was blowing on thumb.

Dhruv was so shocked to say anything. He was just doing everything that Aisha was telling him to do.

And I was.....

Actually that blood was more terrifying than the pain.

DR: WHAT.... WHAT HAPPENED??  WHO FELL??