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UNEXPECTED

Last night was fricking awesome.
Even I am still in shock that,  was that real or a dream?  But dreams are messy and blurry right? 
I can remember each and every seconds of the dinner.
No no.
It was real.
He hold my hand,  He hugged me.
Everything was real.
I can still feel the scent of his body,  the warmth of his chest and the breathe when he was leaning towards me for hug.

OH FUCK..... Why I am sweating???

God I need air.

I was thinking lots of things and missing my stupid friend..
I wish she was here.

Then....

*ding*
(My message tone)

Good morning Disha!

An unknown number?

OH.  MY.  GOD.

Is it him? But how do I know?
Ouuuuuhhh...!!!!! Should I reply?
What if it's not him?

*ding*

It's me. Darshan.  :)

Fuck fuck...!!!  Shit... What  should I do??  Reply.. But what? 
Mrng with smily or with a heart?
GAWWWWD....!!!!!!!!

Ummm.. OK.. I got this.. I got this.!

Oh hey.. Good morning. ☺️

D: ready for the session?

M: yeah...!!!!  Absolutely.

D: Actually,  there is, something I need to tell you.

M: OK.. Tell me.

D: in person.

M: ok.

D: cool. See you soon.

M: ok.

The entire conversation was like an interview. And my hands are only typing 'ok'. 

But I wonder what will he tell me?  Ughhhhh Darshan... Why are you killing me, like this.

**IN BETWEEN FANMEET**

Darshan is a beauty. He is so fucking adorable. He was laughing like a baby.

He had QNA session with every team.
Every team shared their dance experience, backstage struggle.

Every team shared their love towards Darshan. And I really felt good , being a part of Darshan's Fandom.

I also asked some questions.

But the strange thing is,  I expected that Darshan would look at me more often,  or he would be interested in me,  but he was normal. Like nothing happened last night,  Like he didn't text me this morning.
This makes me sad a bit. But it's ok I guess. After all he gave me the entire universe.

It took 2 hours.  Finally the Fanmeet ended. He hugged every fan. He even hugged me.  But that hug was different.
Not like that hug when I was leaving him.

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After the fanmeet I return back to my room. I was really tired. And sad too.
I was packing my things.
It's time to leave.
Leave Darshan.

I don't know he will remember me or not but I will remember this journey for my entire life.

I wish shayani was here. She couldn't record any of this.            

!!!! Humphhh!!!!

I was about to leave ,

then....

Jyugal: Hey ....you are Disha right??  Just don't move.

I was like what the fuck...!!!  Who is he?? 
Then I recognize him.  He is Jyugal. One of Darshan's friend.
But he nearly gave me heart attack.
Out of nowhere... He simply slammed the door,  came in and said not to move.

Me: Whaa.. What happened?

J: Just don't move.. Stay inside. Let others team leave ok??

Me: Heh? 

I waited for 40 minutes. Jyugal was standing in front of the window. Watching something I guess.
It's really irritating.

Me: umm.. If I don't go out now.. I will miss my flight.

J: Huh?  Ehhhhh.. (While looking outside in a searching view)  about thaaat... It's cancelled.

Me: huh? HUHHHH????  CANCELLED???  WHY..???

J :  SSSSSHHHHHHH... Shut your mouth. Hang on girl.. You will know.

He shut me down . And then again we were waiting.  I didn't know for what....!!!!!!!!

After nearly 35-40 minutes,  Jyugal's phone rang.

J: All clear?

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Ok. I am coming with her.

Give us 10 minutes.