ʜᴇʟᴘ ᴍᴇ, ʜᴇʟᴘ ʏᴏᴜ | fanfic나무

C. 55 B.P.

Jungkook's POV

I'm walking towards Lisa's hospital room...

holding Chinese take-out.

The place I bought at was near the hospital, so it didn't take me that long too order and come back.

Hmmm...I'm not really sure on what to say.

It's been a week since that accident. It's been a week without her by my side.

She'll wake up right?

I mean, that's the best thing that could happen to any of us right now.

Jisoo, Jennie, Rosé... especially Rosé has been crying for days.

I occasionally pull my hair out, out of frustration because she hasn't woken up yet.

I want to blame myself so much.

Things like, "If I hadn't provoked Chaeyoung, would she never ran away like that?" or "If I didn't date Lisa, would she never get hit in the first place?" lived my head, rent-free, fully furnished with brain cabinets and a comfy, warm place to roam around in.

Wow, I'd kill for an apartment like that.

I know those thoughts sound selfish and self-centered...or maybe they don't and I'm just overreacting but maybe if I just wasn't there... nothing would've happend.

And then Jin hyung, Yoongi hyung, and Hoseok hyung are trying to sort things out with the company... our companies didn't seem too happy about the van incident.

And Namjoon hyung...got shot in the leg. He didn't say why, and he hasn't talked to any of us except for maybe Jin hyung since that day.

Whenever we visited his room, he would turn his head away and ignore us.

And for that, I'm kind of mad at him...

It's because of our lack of communication with each other, we ended up in this predicament.

We should've just talked everything out properly. Instead of playing highschool drama, we should've handled this professionally.

Speaking of professionally, I don't know where the fuck Jennie, Taehyung hyung, and Jimin hyung are.

Okay, maybe I see them visit Lisa from time to time during the day, but asides from those times, I'm not sure WHAT they're doing.

Oh wait, I'm here at Lisa's door already...

Hah...

I think I'm tearing up a little...

No, It's fine.

She's going to wake up soon. I just know it.

I push open her door, and obviously, I see Rosé next to her, sitting on one of the chairs that was provided by the hospital.

And surprisingly, I saw Jimin hyung sleeping on the couch when they were in the room.

Hmm...okay, that confirms where Jimin hyung is.

I walk over to where Jimin hyung laid, and sat down at the edge of the couch, sitting normally, not really caring if hyung woke up or not.

And as soon I started taking out the Chinese Take-out, I heard the faintest

"U-"

My head snapped in her direction.

Was that just...Lisa's voice I heard right now?