The Love That Is No More

Living In Sin

Over the next couple of months, before Yo returns home for the summer holidays, Pha made sure he fucked May a few times a day. Even if May was a little tired from dealing with their precious baby, while Pha was busy working, she was pleasured for a couple of hours each night. During those 2 months Pha never wore protection and made sure May wasn't on any form of birth control so it was no surprise that 2 months later May was once again pregnant, 6 weeks to be exact. The day they both found out was a few weeks before Yo would be returning home for just under 3 months.

Yo's first year abroad was fantastic, and he had learned so much in that time and couldn't wait to share it with Pha. Now that May was pregnant again and dealing with a 2-month-old baby Pha had hired her a nanny/housekeeper. Pha had spent a little time searching and found a 40-year-old woman who had been doing this type of work most of her life. Upon meeting the lady Pha felt she would be a good help to May throughout her life, as Pha wanted an exceptionally large family. May had the final say in the matter, as she would be the one in close contact with her on a daily basis, and when they did met she agreed with Pha that this woman was the right one for the job.

Like a lot of people, the nanny/housekeeper would be working 9-5, giving May a rest during the day when she needed it. The lady had no idea Pha was the father, or the man May was seeing, as when they first meet he was in disguise and introduced himself as Mark. Since the house keeper's wage was coming out of May's allowance, which Pha had increased for this very reason, Pha was able to hide under the cover that he was May's boyfriend. He did everything he can to make sure nothing could be traced back to him because he knew once Yo found out their relationship would be over. Pha was still under the delusion that he was in love with Yo, convinced himself that using May to have the family he has always dreamed of was within his rights. He had no romantic feelings towards May, but he used her vulnerability to satisfy his own selfish desires.

Pha was so excited for Yo's return that he had organised a nice romantic evening for just the two of them. Pha had organised to take a week off work so he could spend some quality alone time with his husband. Sure, they would call one another each day and video chat as often as they could but it was never the same as being face to face with the person. Yo was just as eager to see Pha and couldn't wait to spend time with his lover. It felt a lot longer than just a few months since they last saw each other but now he had almost 3 months with his man.

It was late in the afternoon when Yo's flight landed and Pha was patiently waiting for him outside his gate. As soon as Yo walked through the entrance, he saw Pha and ran to his husband smiling. "I've missed you so much" Yo said as he wrapped his arms around the man. "Not as much as I've missed you" Pha replied. The pair then collected Yo's luggage and headed back to their home before Pha took his husband out to a very lovely dinner in a fancy restaurant.

Throughout Yo's summer vacation the boy loved being able to cuddle his husband at night and waking up in his arms in the morning. Although it felt wonderful to be with his lover again something seemed a little off with his man. In the past Pha would often go on and on about what their future children would look like or what they might want to be when tey grow up. Somehow Pha's little obsession with having children seemed to have died down a little. Out of curiousity he had asked Pha one afternoon and was surprised by his husband's response. "I still want to have kids one day Yo but you made me realise that the most important thing in my life is you. As long as I have you nothing else matters."

It brought tears to Yo's eyes to hear that Pha loved him so much but what he didn't know was that Pha already had his own child, a girl, and there was more on the way. Yo was so blinded by his love for the man that he couldn't see what was really going on. The rest of his vacation went by too fast for his liking and it was soon time for him to head back to the UK as he was about to enter his 4th and final year of university. Despite this being his last year of school Yo, after already discussing it with Pha and having his husband's full support, he plans to continue his studies at Oxford and complete his masters and PHD there.

Meanwhile May was trying to cope with the fact she was not only pregnant and rasing a baby but that she was having twins. 3 months into her second pregnancy May, along with Pha who was with her for the appointment, had discovered she was having twins. Although it was a little daunting for her Pha was the complete opposite. He was so excited to be having twins and couldn't wait to meet his two little angels. The moment Yo left for the UK Pha went back to May's and spent some quality time with her 6-month-old daughter and pregnant baby momma. Prae was the cutest little thing he had ever seen and often took pictures of his precious baby girl.

This angel had become his whole world and Pha would make sure she had everything she needed, including a very loving father. May herself was in love with their baby girl, not as much as Pha but she would always be there for her. They were almost like the picture-perfect family if it wasn't for Pha's husband Yo. She often wondered what would happen if she told Yo the truth about the man he loved but she was scared that Pha would cut her off, or worse take away her babies. Over time May had come to truly accept her role as Pha's baby momma and would keep providing him children until he was satisfied.

The last 3 months of May's pregnancy seemed to drag on forever but eventually, in late November, she had given birth to 2 beautiful little boys. Pha was there for the birth of his 2 sons and was so overjoyed to be getting the family he has always wanted. The only sad part is his parents weren't here to see them, but he knew they would be proud. The eldest was named Bright while the youngest was named after Pha's father, Knott. Just under a month later Yo's holidays were about to begin. Unlike last Christmas holidays Yo was coming back to Thailand for the 2-week break, which was perfect for Pha as that still allowed him to spend some time with May.

He knew May would find it difficult raising 3 kids under 2 but the housekeeper was a great help to her, so she didn't feel as stressed out. Pha was eager for more children and once May was out of the hospital he spent as much time as possible trying to knock her up. Even with Yo around Pha always found some time to see May, normally for an hour or so after work and just told Yo he was working late.

Pha's little princess was just over 10 months old now and had said her first word a couple of days ago. Pha had just finished up a heated session with May and was saying goodbye to his beautiful children when Prae, who was in his arms at the time, said dada. This brought tears to his eyes as he precious little girl had finally said her first word. When he got home Yo couldn't understand why his husband was happy and had this glow about him. When asked Pha just said he was so happy to have Yo with him and kissed the boy until they ended up making love.

Yo was over the moon that Pha seemed to still be madly in love with him but a small part of himself couldn't help but think maybe there was something else going on. However, during his last few days Pha spoiled him with so much love that any doubt he once had was pushed from his mind. He chose to believe that his husband was that happy to have him in his arms and that he was the most important person in his life. In all honesty Pha did love Yo but his children, and his dream of having a big family, had taken over as the most important thing in his life.