Storm Clouds Don't Last Forever

Virgil im sorry..

Deceit stood in front of Virgil's door terrified to knock *knock knock* "Virgil I wanna talk" Virgil was laying in his bed trying to process everything that had happened "just go away Janus" Janus went into the room anyway "look I know I'm the last person you wanna see but I just wanted to talk privately" "and you couldn't wait until later" *sigh* Janus took off his hat "I know you virge I know that you take time to process it then you have your little freak out" Virgil sat up "freak out? Is that what I am now? A freak?" "No that's not what I meant! Look I just wanted to apologize okay" "yeah of course you do why apologize you can't undo what just happened down there" "well they had a right to know" "AND I WASN'T READY FOR THEM TO KNOW"

Janus got startled by Virgil yelling "and I understand that now and believe me if I knew they'd react like that I wouldn't had told them I just shouted it out of an-" "anger. Yeah like I haven't heard that excuse before god this is why I left, you never know how to control your anger and I'm sure Remus would agree to that and I see that it hasn't changed" "I-" Janus was at a loss for words he knew what Virgil was saying was true "look dee I know you just wanna apologize and hope that this will all blow over like in the past but this *sigh* that's not gonna happen this time especially not with them"

"I know I know but ugh god if I could take it back I would please believe me but they had to find out eventually...he had to find out eventually.." Virgil turned and looked at a photo of him and Logan "you know I was originally planning on telling him alone before I told any of them I hated it...hiding that from him.." "I'm so sorry Virgil i didn't know if I did I would've-" "you wouldn't had said anything I know but you still did..you took that moment away from me" Virgil looked Janus in the eyes, Janus had never seen this much hurt in his eyes, Janus hadn't seen this kind of hurt since the day Virgil left. "Virge..I-" "just go" Virgil looked down feeling himself getting anxious and emotional "what.." "I said just go get out!..please you've already said your stupid same apology so just get out of my room" "Virgil please I know you need someone to talk to and I'm here so just-" "JUST GET OUT!" Virgil was in Deceit's face with tears in his eyes and eyeshadow running down his face and just so much hurt in his eyes.

Janus put on his hat and started heading towards the door he looked back at Virgil who was next to him and was nice enough to open the door. Janus walked out but not before trying to hug Virgil to which Virgil declined "don't even try that..I know you want things like it used to be but that'll never happen Janus." Virgil said in a cold emotionally drained voice before slamming the door. Janus decided to go back to the mind palace to go talk to Remus in the dark side of the mind palace.

Virgil was left alone in his room crying and overthinking on how the sides won't trust him anymore. Logan was in his room doing work but he couldn't help but hear the yelling and loud door slam he heard the pain in Virgil's voice and was so worried about him, but he also didn't want to invade his personal space, Logan understood that sometimes Virgil needs time to calm down and think but with all the worrying Logan couldn't focus on any of the work but instead caught himself staring at a photo of him and Virgil. He felt himself getting tired but ignored it and continued to try to concentrate on his work before he knew it he fell asleep at his desk.