TW: panic attack
Logan fell asleep at his desk but instead of having a normal dream he ended up dreaming about a memory he had with Virgil. It was a late night and only him and Virgil were awake it was a night that Logan had decided to not do any work and spend time with Virgil and just hang out.
"You know Virgil I don't totally hate your music taste" "oh please your just saying that you probably listen to classical or something" Logan laughed "actually no I don't and I'm serious there's some songs on your playlist that I really like and I see why you listen to them" "well some of these songs help calm me down.." "and that's completely understandable" Virgil laid down next to Logan reading a book "what's you reading nerd" "eh same old same old" "is it work?" "On a night with you of course not i would never do woke while hanging out with you" *sigh* "I hate it when you do that" "do what?" Logan asked in a surprised voice "when you drop everything just to hang out with me like you don't have to do that I'm sure Thomas's work is way more important than I ever will be"
"Hey don't say that you'll always be important to me Virge plus it's my own choice to drop the work a night off every once and a while never hurt anybody" "but you also overwork yourself to much Lo" "and that gives me another reason to take a small break" Logan said putting down his book and started playing with Virgil's hair "jeez Virgil how do you keep up with re-dying your hair" Logan said with a smirk "it's not that hard if you get used to it" "well I have to admit the purple does look nice" Virgil laughed. The room fell silent and the music grew louder "hey Lo.." "yeah virge?" "When are we gonna tell them you know about us" *sigh* "idk but there'll be a day when we're both ready" "I know and I understand where you're coming from Logan..."
Logan continued to mess with Virgil's hair as a way to try to calm him down he felt Virgil getting anxious but he didn't know about what and just brushed it off as Virgil hating keeping secrets "I know it's hard to keep this secret but eventually we'll tell them okay I promise everything's gonna be okay" Virgil looked up at Logan and moved closer to where he was practically laying on his lap "hey Lo" "hmm?" Virgil sat up and looked straight into Logan's eyes "I love you Lo please don't forget that" Logan looked at Virgil feeling himself get so emotionally he still wasn't used to feeling all these different emotions he always hated any kind of emotions but when he got to know Virgil all that changed and this was all so new to him.
Logan went and hugged Virgil with tears in his eyes "I could never forget bc I-" Logan pulled out of the hug looking at Virgil "I- I love you Virgil.." Virgil went in for a second hug but he went in so fast that they lost their balance and both Logan and Virgil fell back on the bed while hugging and laughing "wow looks like the robot does have feelings" both Virgil and Logan laughed Logan has never felt this happy in his life before they new it they both went in for a small kiss "you know what let's savior this moment" Virgil got out a camera and grabbed Logan "let's take a photo" Logan smiled "okay" they both got close together and smiled for the picture. Virgil then put the camera anyway "I'll print these out as soon as possible" Logan laughed at Virgil's excitement
Virgil yawned "ugh I'm getting tired" he proceeded to lay down on Logan's bed next to where Logan was sitting "yes I suppose it is getting late do wanna sleep here?" "What about the others if they see me come out of your room they'll gonna be-" "hey don't overthink I'll just tell them you had a panic attack and I was the only one awake to help you they already know that after your attacks you fall asleep bc of how emotionally exhausted you get" "okay you're right" Virgil smiled and proceeded to close his eyes slowly drifting into sleep "goodnight Logan" Logan laid next to Virgil "goodnight Virgil" before they new it they both fell asleep.
Logan woke up from his dream and smiled while looking at the photo from that night. He realized that there was a blanket wrapped around him and a plate of food with a note next to him "you fell asleep so I brought your food make sure to eat when you wake up" -Patton. Logan took a bite and realized Patton made Virgil's favorite meal "oh pat.."
Logan had decided to get up and get a glass of water but when he went to open the door he saw Virgil in front of it about to knock they both froze and looked at each other Virgil had still been crying and had eyeshadow running down his face and he was breathing extremely fast Logan could tell he was having or had a panic attack before he knew it Virgil ran into him hugging Logan so tight that Logan had stepped back a little for almost losing his balance. Logan was still in shock especially with everything that happened and Virgil was just there crying and holding Logan looking for comfort.
"Logan I'm so sorry I don't know what to do I wanted to tell you I really did I'm so sorry please don't hate me too please your the only one I trust right now your the only one I need right now!" Virgil was rambling, crying, and shaking Logan hugged Virgil back trying to calm him he knew Virgil was having a panic attack "shh hey hey it's okay just calm down okay" Logan stepped back into his room holding Virgil and shutting the door. "Just breathe okay do your breathing exercise okay your gonna be okay"

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