Benjey~ him and I forever

18

BENJI'S POV

"Jorge" I ran to him and hugged him tightly.

"Oh my gosh please tell me you are real" He laughed.

"Yes Benji I am real" I held him tightly

"Wait you died. There was a funeral and everything. You flat lined" I was confused. How was he here.

"Lets go back to your dorm and I will explain everything" I nodded

'"can I kiss you" I asked him. He nodded and I connected our lips for the first time in a year. We pulled away and left for my dorm.

I grabbed his hand and interlaced our fingers. We walked through the park, that same one that we got chased at the night before he got hit by a car. I have missed him so much but im still confused on how he is here.

We made it to the dorm building and went inside and up the stairs. I am feeling so many emotions right now it's crazy. I opened the door and was greeted by Carlo.

"Thank god I thought you were gonna hurt yourself. I'm sorr-" he stopped when he saw Jorge.

"Who is this" he asked.

"This is Jorge" I said. Jorge waved

"Wait wait I thought he was dead" he said

"Yeah I thought he was to but he going to explain to me now" Jorge and I went to sit on my bed and he started to explain.

"Okay so yes I did flat line but they saved me and when they went to tell you, you were gone. So a few days later I left the hospital so I couldn't remember anything so I went to Paris for a year and I started to remember things about 3 months ago and I remembered you about a week ago so I came back here to find you and I was just in the right place at the right time before you jumped. I am so glad I stopped you" he explained. I had no clue what to say

"Do your parents know" he nodded

"Wait but there was a funeral and everything"

"Was the casket opened or closed" he asked

"Close- ohhh" I realized they faked his funeral. This is a lot to process. I laid down and pulled him down with me. I wrapped my arms around him and cuddled close to him.

"What about your classes. Do you still go here?" He explained that he was doing the classes online in Paris which is weird but it made sense. I have missed him so much. I would be mad that he didn't tell me he was alive but to be fair he didn't remember so I can't be mad at him.

I pressed soft small kisses to his neck and he laughed . God I've missed his laugh so much.

I moved so I was on top of him and kissed his neck with more contact this time. His breathing became uneven and I trailed kisses up to his ear.

"I've missed you so much babe. You have no idea" I brought my lips to his and we both melted into the kiss.

I wrapped my hand around his neck causing him to gasp slightly. I slipped my tongue into his mouth and I started playing with the waistband on his pants. He pulled away and I looked at him concerned.

"I'm sorry Jorge did I go to far. Were you unable to breathe. Did I hurt you. Oh baby I'm sorry" I panicked. He put his hand on the side of my face.

"No benji you didn't do anything wrong. We can't do it while he is here. That would be awkward" he said.

"You guy are good I'm sleeping at a friends dorm tonight" Carlo said walking out the door.

"Perfect" Jorge said. He attached his lips to mine but I pulled away.

"Are you sure you want this Jorge" he nodded

"I'm positive" I brought my lips to his but this time with more passion.

"I love you" I whispered in his ear.

-time skip because I am not writing that lol-

I moved so that I was laying next to him. I wrapped my arms around him and he nuzzled his face into my neck.

"Should we shower" I asked him. He nodded and then we showered.

After that I changed into some sweatpants and a hoodie and so did Jorge.

"Babe can we go get food" I asked him.

"Yeah. Ooo can we go to Buffalo Wild Wings. I haven't had that in like a year"

"Of course we can babe let me just put on some jeans real quick these sweatpants and hoodie don't match" I grabbed some black jeans and then I did my hair and so did Jorge then we left.

We lived close to the restaurant so we just walked there. Also I don't know where my keys are.

We got there and sat down. It wasn't too busy which was nice. We made small talk and caught up on things. I was still kinda in shock that he was here but I was really happy he was. We ordered our food and when the waitress left she winked at me.

Jorge rolled his eyes and I laughed at him.

"Don't worry baby I'm all yours. I'm not leaving you for anyone" I told him.

20 minutes later she came back with out food and I rolled up my sleeves. Jorge dropped his fork and when I looked at him he looked like he wanted to cry.

"Benji" he said

"What. What's wrong" I was confused but quickly realized when he was looking at my arm. I pulled my sleeve down trying to hid it but it was already too late.

He grabbed my hand pulled my sleeve up. He ran his thumb over the scars lightly. I winced when he went over one made yesterday. He pulled my sleeve back down and looked at me still holding my hand.

"Why benji" now I wanted to cry.

"Because when you "died" I blamed myself so I punished myself for letting you die" I told him.

"Benji it wasn't your fault I promise and look I'm here now healthy and alive. Are there anymore cuts anywhere else" he asked. I shook my head no

"Okay and when we get to the dorm you will throwing anything you used to cut yourself with. Got it"

"Got it" I said

"Promise me you will stop"

"I promise baby" we went back to eating our food and I rolled my sleeves back up so I didn't get anything on them.

We finished eating and got box's for our left overs then We paid and left. We walked back to the dorm and when we got there we went to the bathroom and I gave him all the razors.

I grabbed the tissue box and grabbed the one under there. Then i gave him the rest and he flushed them down the toilet.

"You promise you won't do it again" he asked. I held out my pinky and he linked out pinky's together.

"I promise"

"I love you benji"

"I love you to Jorge" I wrapped my arms around him and held him tightly. Then we heard loud banging on the door.

"This is the police open the door now" I was confused.

I open the door and was immediately grabbed by police officers.

"Benjamin Krol you are under arrest for the murder of Grayson Stepling"

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Word count: 1250                       Date: 6-4-20
Hey guys so hopefully this chapter clears up how Jorge is alive

Have a great day/ night💕