Benjey~ him and I forever

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BENJI POV
After about 4 weeks I started walking on my leg more which was good and I started going to my classes again. I had told my professors about the surgery so they emailed me all the work that I was going to miss so Im not behind on any of the work.

"babe can you get me a water pleaseee" I looked at him with puppy eyes

"nope Im not getting up"

"but my leg hurts really bad" I didn't want to get up to get the water so I was hoping he would believe me

"Lies you said your leg had never felt better just 10 minutes ago" damn it he caught me. I groaned and got out of bed. I walked to the fridge and yelled to Jorge seeing if he wanted a water and he said he did so I was nice and got us both waters. He reached for the water but I stopped him

"its gonna cost you one kiss" he rolled his eyes and laughed and pressed his lips to mine. He pulled away and reached for the water but once again I pulled it away

"one more" he pulled me in and kissed me roughly. I dropped the waters and my hands went to his waist and his went to my jaw. He then pulled away and grabbed the waters off the floor.

"was that one better" he smirked. I nodded and laid down next to him. He laid his head in my lap and I played with his hair and occasionally I would lean down and kiss him. Just being with him made me so happy. He had got a text and I asked him who it was.

"Cayman is having a party. do you wanna go?" I know Jorge probably wanted to go so I said sure and we started getting ready. I just threw on some black jeans and a hoodie and waited for Jorge. I didn't really want to go but Im just going to suck it up and go. Jorge came out of the bathroom and we walked out the door. We went to this frat house type place and as soon as we walked in the smell of alcohol and weed hit us. I already hated this.

We found some of our friends and started talking to them. I stayed quite because I had a killer headache and just wanted to go home. Jorge noticed and asked if I was okay and I just nodded and smiled. He smiled back and kissed my cheek. He continued talking to his friends. I had to go to the bathroom so I told Jorge and set off to find the bathroom. I walked upstairs and accidently walked in on these people having sex gross. I shut the door and continued on my journey to find the bathroom. I finally found it and did my business.

I finished and went back to try and find Jorge but it was like he was no where to be seen. I looked all around but couldn't find him but when I did find him I wished I hadn't went to the bathroom. He was against a wall with some random guy kissing him. My heart shattered. How could he do this to me. He said he loved me. He pushed the guy away and saw me.

"no Benji its not what it looks like"

"sure it doesn't Jorge I loved you and you go and kiss another guy. I was gone for 15 minutes and you did this. fuck you Jorge were done" I was crying by then and I just walked out of the house and to my friend jaxons dorm. I knocked on his door and he opened it looking tired

"oh hey Benji whats u- Benji whats wrong" he hugged me and that made me cry more. He brought me into his house and gave me a glass of water.

"He cheated on me. We went to this party and I had left him to go to the bathroom but when I came back he was against a wall with some guy kissing him" He looked at me with sadness in his eyes

"I loved him jaxon" he hugged me and I couldn't stop crying. It feels like someone ripped my heart out and threw it on the ground then stepped on it. I loved him and he cheated on me. He kissed another guy and it hurts so bad. I cant get it out of my mind.

Jaxon let me stay at his dorm for the night so I didn't have to see Jorge. It was nice to have a friend like Jaxon. Jorge called me a few times and texted me a lot  but I just ignored him. I laid on the couch and started crying again. I have never loved someone as much as I loved Jorge. I eventually fell asleep but woke but at like 7 in the morning. I left Jaxon a note telling him I was going back to my dorm. I made my way to my dorm and my leg was killing me. It hasn't hurt for at least a week now. I was so close to our dorm but it hurt to bad to walk. I just sat down in one of the hallways and tried not to cry which was hard. I was in so much pain physically and emotionally I just couldn't take it.

I got up and limped my way to my dorm and soon got there. It was painful trying to get here but I walked in got an ice pack and laid down in bed. I saw Jorge sleeping in his bed and his eyes were red and puffy like he had been crying. I ignored the feeling to get in bed with him and hold him. Yes he hurt me but I still love him and still have feelings for him.

"Benji im sorry" I ignored him.

"Benji please he came on to me" he pleaded.

"Oh yea well you seemed to be enjoying it Jorge" I wanted to cry again

"I didn't Benji I love you and only you"

"Fuck off Jorge I loved you and you hurt me" with that I turned over and ignored him.

I could hear him cry and it hurt. Sure he hurt me but I still want to comfort him but I'm not going to to. I wish he didn't do it. Maybe that guy did come on to him. Maybe Jorge didn't enjoy it. Maybe he didn't kiss him back. I have so many thoughts running through my head. I wanted to sleep then I remembered I have a doctors appointment to check up on my leg. I didn't want to go alone but I had no one to ask to go with.

"Jorge can you come with me to my doctors appointment. I don't really want to go alone"
He smiled and nodded. We walked out and to my car. I drove to the place and went in. We didn't talk but having his presence was nice.

"Benji krol" this nurse boy said. He looked around my age which is young to be a doctor. I followed the doctor and he took my weight and height. We went the this room and I got on the bed. The nurse who brought us back. Shined a light in my eyes and was really close to my face. It was weird but I let him. Then I felt a hand on my thigh which made me flinch. They moved there hand and I assumed it was the nurse boys which was very weird. He left and told us the doctor would be in soon.

I waited and it was awkward between Jorge and I. The doctor came in and asked a few questions and then he took me to get an X-ray and it showed that my dumb self broke my leg which is probably why it hurt so bad yesterday. They took me back to the room and took the brace I already had on off and put an annoying cast on. I already hated this.

We left and got to my car. I wanted to cry. I hated this. I let Jorge drive and I just looked out the window trying not to cry. Once we got to our dorm they only had stairs right now because the stupid elevator broke. I tried to climb the stairs without putting pressure on my leg and believe me it was hard. I got up three steps when Jorge scooped me in his arms. I blushed and he smiled. This boy will be the death of me.

Sure he hurt me but he is sweet. I'm starting to believe him that the guy came on to him. Just part of me can't believe him. He carried me up the stairs and to our dorm. He walked in and laid me on my bed.

"Thank you Jorge"

"You're welcome Benji. I told you I would always take care of you" I hugged him and he hugged me back.

He let go and I just wanted to sleep. So I fell asleep peacefully.

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Word count: 1545 Date:4-18-20
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