Benjey~ him and I forever

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BENJI POV
I woke up sad. Thank god it was Wednesday I have no classes today. I looked at my phone and saw a text from Grayson. He wants to come over to my dorm tonight. I texted him back and told him that he should and I put my phone down and went to get breakfast.

I decided to run to Starbucks. As I was putting my shoes on I noticed Jorge was awake. I wanted to be nice so I'll ask him if he wants anything.

"Hey Jorge I'm going to Starbucks do you want anything" I ask him. He puts his phone down and smiles

"Uh yeah can you get me a hot chocolate" I smiled and nodded. I walked out of our dorm and down the street. Maybe I'll see Grayson there. I walked into Starbucks and saw Grayson. He saw me and instantly smiled

"Hey cutie" he said. I said hey and told what I wanted.

"I'll be at your place at 8 tonight cutie" I smiled and nodded and waved him bye. I walked out of the shop and back to our dorm. When I walked in Jorge was sleeping again. I walked over to his bed and kissed his forehead and lightly shook him awake. He opened his eyes and smiled. His smile was perfect

"Thank you Benji" he smiled and I smiled back.  I had basically done nothing that day and when I checked the clock it was 7:30 at night. I panicked and jumped up from the couch and ran to change. I just through on a baby blue hoodie and some ripped jeans. I ran to the bathroom and put on some blush on my cheeks and brushed my teeth.

I heard Jorge yell to me that he was going to a friends house and I yelled back to him saying okay. About 25 minutes later I heard a knock on the door.

I went to open and Grayson was there. He hugged me and kissed my cheek causing me to blush. We sat down on the couch and started watching a movie. He put his arm around me and I cuddled into him.

'Cuddling Jorge is better' I thought. I pushed the thought away and continued to watch the movie. About 2 hours into the movie Grayson put his hang on my thigh. I wanted him to move it but I didn't say anything.

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He moved his hand up higher until it was really close to my area. I tried to move his hand away but he wouldn't move it. Then he started to kiss my neck and I tried to push him away but it didn't work. He pushed me back into the couch and got ontop of me. I could feel myself about to have a panic attack. He started touching my area and kissing my neck rougher. I started to cry and tried to push him off. Once nothing worked I just accepted it. I couldn't do anything about it.

He started to unbutton my pants and he pulled them down when I heard the door open. Grayson didn't stop and someone had thrown him off of me. I curled into a ball and started panicking and crying. I was having a panic attack. I couldn't breathe and I felt the walls close in on me. Everything was a blur. I felt a pair of arms around me but I pushed them away and put my pants back on quickly.
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"Benji baby it's me" I heard Jorge say. He called me baby. I like that. I wrapped my arms around him and he laid me down on the couch and he held me tightly. He made me feel safe. He played with my hair and whispered sweet things into my ear. I eventually had calming down and Jorge noticed.

"Benji what happened" he asked. I told him what happened and he just held me tightly as I explained. I started to cry again and he just pulled my head to his chest.

"You're okay baby. You're okay now" he whispered playing with my hair. I felt safe with him like nothing was going to hurt me. I stopped crying and looked at him.

"Thank you Jorge"

"Call me jeyjey baby" I love when he called me baby. I snuggled into his chest more and he just kissed my cheek. I pulled away from him and looked into his eyes. I leaned in and attached my lips to his. He hesitated but then kissed back. I pulled away realizing what I did.

"I-I'm sorry Jorge I don't know what came over m-" he quickly pressed his lips to mine cutting me off.

"You don't have to apologize Benji. I've wanted you to do that for a long time" i kiss his cheek and we went to bed.

"Jey, can we cuddle" I asked him

"Of course baby" he got out of his bed and got into mine. I wrapped my arms around him and he laid his head on my chest. I kissed his lips softly and said goodnight.

In the morning I woke up and he wasn't there which made me sad. I got up and went to the bathroom. When I opened the door I saw jeyjey brushing his teeth. He had his shirt off and even though he was just standing there he looked good.

"Oh I'm sorry I didn't know you were in here" I looked down embarrassed. He laughs and says it's okay. I walk out and to the kitchen to grab cereal because I was hungry.

"Hey I'm sorry for calling you baby last night I don't know if it made you uncomfortable or anything and I was just trying to make you feel better and-" I cut him of by kissing him. He kisses back and I grab his waist and and he puts his hand on my jawline. I push him against the counter and pull away.

"You were rambling babe and I like when you call me baby" jorge smiled at me and kissed me again and I kissed him back. I smiled into the kiss. Having his lips on mine felt amazing. It just felt right.

I pulled away and pressed one simple soft kiss on his neck.

"Can we go back to bed" I whispered in his ear. He gave me a short yes and he wrapped his Legs around my waist and I carried him to my bed. I laid down and he laid on top of me. He looked at me and gave me a quick kiss. I wrapped my arms around him tightly and soon I heard him snoring quietly. I smiled and kissed His forehead. Whenever I held him I felt like time stopped and nothing else mattered but him.

I think I might be falling for him.

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Word count: 1188 Date: 3-22-20
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