Chapter 5

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LHY'S POV

(9am)

"Neomu shwipgen oji ma
Jaemieoptjana geogiseo Ooh ooh," I sang, Red Velvet's Bad boy playing in the background as I flipped another piece of pancake.

This made me remember the cover I did on this two months ago.

It was already Wednesday and the past 3 days have been uneventful. On Sunday I went to work, did my homework, and edited my now uploading video. Monday and Tuesday, I had classes, school work, and continued to edit my video when I had free time.

As I thought I would get even more involved in BTS' business, nothing happened. And I thankfully didn't run into them like last time. Like I said, I guess that was just a one-time thing.

I also spent the last three days by myself. Kaye had been busy practicing as their debut is only a week away, and Sangmin oppa or Angel unnie wasn't present at the shop when I worked.

It was a boring but busy three days.

I was currently cooking breakfast, taking my sweet time. As I said, my Blood, Sweat, and Tears cover is now uploading. I finished editing the video last night, meaning I had loads of free time before my class.

I placed the last piece of pancake on a plate and turned off the stove. After I put it on the dining table, I took out some milk, butter, and syrup from the fridge.

I moved my laptop closer to me and ate, while monitoring my uploading video.

I actually had been debating on whether to upload this or not. I kept thinking that this would be a great change for me, emotionally and mentally. But a little part of me can't help but think otherwise.

The weekend had been really mind opening for me. As I looked for another song to cover, I came across BTS' Love Yourself album. I caught a number of lyrics that made me think deep as I listened to it.

Based on that and what Kaye told me, I learned a lot of things about myself. Including traits that I need to improve or change. And most importantly, I learned to slowly embrace how I look, even if that takes a long time.

I also found out what I really want to do in my life and that is to make music, no matter how pressured I might feel in the future. I made sure to make a mental note on that.

I finally had the guts to press the 'upload' button as I remembered what Kaye had told me. I just hoped the results would be positive.

Ending that thought, I finished my breakfast and headed to the bathroom to do the rest of my morning routine.

I opened my closet and decided on a pink v neck shirt tucked into a pair of white pants and my white low-cut sneakers.

Outfit:

A ping from my laptop told me my video was done uploading

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A ping from my laptop told me my video was done uploading. Finishing up my makeup, I quickly grabbed my black bag and notebooks before closing my laptop. I didn't want to see the feedback just yet.

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