Tsukishima x reader

Chapter 17.

Chapter 17. Part 2.

It was lunch and you spent your lunch break with Tsukishima and Yamaguchi, you were utterly and deeply lost in your thoughts, you just didn't have the social energy to converse with Tsukishima and Yamaguchi. You just had too much on your mind.

Tsukishima knew something was up with you and he had a feeling you weren't going to tell him what's wrong and he was going to have to deal with that. You felt Tsukishima squeeze your hand to bring you out of your thoughts.

You looked up at the tall blonde and gave him a fake smile hoping he wouldn't be able to see through it. If you were going to be completely honest you are feeling like complete shit but you weren't going to tell Tsukishima that you didn't want to be a burden.

Ever since yours and Tsukishima's 'not date' you were afraid to be alone the morning after Tsukishima left your house your brother started screaming at you he even slapped you. You were frightened after that incident you went full depression mode. You refused to come out of your room and you hadn't eaten for a couple of days you were afraid to face your brother.

You felt so alone, so you did something you aren't proud of, just like before you left for Russia and when you were in Russia. You started cutting your wrists again you promised lev that you wouldn't but looks like you broke that promise. You aren't proud of yourself but what's done is done. You were hoping no one, especially Tsukishima would find out.

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"(Name)-chan, are you alright?" Tsukishima says as he looks down at you with a concerned look on his face.

"Kei, I'm feeling fine I'm just a little tired."

The ball comes flying to your direction, you do your best to try and save the ball but as your arms reach forward to receive the ball, you wince a bit as you felt the stinging sensation from your earlier cuts. Next thing you notice is complete darkness.

***

You wake up in a white room which you had once come accustomed to. You look next to you to see a certain blonde, you run your fingers through his hair knowing he needed comfort more than anything right now. He looked up at you with his tear-filled eyes.

He wrapped you in a tight hug not wanting to let you go. "Kei, I can't breathe too tight." You say struggling to breathe to him holding you too tight.

"(Name)-chan, you scared me I thought I had lost you. Your brother might have given up on you but I never lost hope."

"Kei, thank you for being here."

He shut you up with a simple kiss, you could feel the tears rolling down his face. You felt guilty for putting Tsukishima in this position. He was a sweet and caring guy. He didn't deserve this.

"(Name)-chan, can you tell me what happened?"

You nodded as you started to explain to him. "So first off it started the morning you left mine, Keishin he was mad you stayed the night so we got into an argument, he wasn't thinking straight so he slapped me."

You could feel Tsukishima getting angry at the thought of his coach hitting his little sister.

"So I locked myself in my room for the weekend and I hadn't eaten for the entire time because I didn't want to face Keishin. Before I left for Russia I used to cut because my depression used to be bad."

"I promised Lev I wouldn't cut and here I go breaking his promise."

"I'm sorry I didn't tell you I was struggling, I just didn't want to be a burden."