little girls don't kiss their daddy on the mouth

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people keep telling me to forgive you.
that i'll be a better person for it.
but i do not.
i cannot.
for all the times you sat me on your lap and told me
"all good girls kiss their daddy,"
for all the times you
almost
crossed a line.
for all the times you held my thigh in the car,
the small of my back for way too long.
i was just a little girl.
and he is just a little boy.
i cannot forgive you
because i cannot forgive what i did not say.
i cannot forgive myself.
because in the end,
no matter what anyone says,
i didn't say anything.
and it's all my fault.

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