𝕭𝖆𝖉 𝕮𝖍𝖆𝖓𝖌𝖊//BOOK2

Chapter 11- 𝔦 𝔫𝔢𝔢𝔡 𝔶𝔬𝔲

"Are you sure about this Y/N" my mom asked.

I let out a deep sigh before I nodded.

"I just wanna let you know that marriage isn't a joke"

"I know that"

"And you're supposed to marry the person you love, do you love Chris?" She asked and I nodded in response.

"Is he the only person in your heart?" She asked.

"I really need to go mom" I said as I stood up and went out of the house.

I feel like my heart is being stabbed, I couldn't answer that question because I know that he isn't the person I wanted to marry but I have to do this for my baby.

"Hey Y/N, what are you doing out here? Going somewhere?" Gaonha asked as she got out of her car.

"I wish I could go somewhere"

"You're not going to work?"

"Mom told me to stay at home, she doesn't want me to work in this condition"

"Wanna watch something inside?"

"Nope, I don't wanna go inside"

"You know you can tell me if something is bothering you" she said and I felt like I wanna let out all my tears that I've been keeping in.

"No I'm fine" I said and shrugged it off.

Gaonha nodded and went in already.

It's dinner time already but I decided to skip it and lay on my bed. I just feel like I don't have energy to face the upcoming days.

Carrying a baby is already hard and it what makes it harder is the feeling that everything I did was wrong.

I love Maihua, I still love her and no matter how much mistakes she's made to ruin this relationship I still love her, even if we both have said hurtful words to each other I still love her.

But here I am, marrying another man, marrying someone that's isn't Maihua that my heart shouts for, beats for.

The only person I want right now is Maihua but it would be too selfish of me to ask for her.

I took my phone and looked at the past texts me and Maihua sent each other. Something in my tells me that I should send her a message or better yet press the call icon but I couldn't get myself to do it.

Maihua's POV

I laid on my bed and received a message on my phone, I quickly took it and saw that it was my mom. Why was I hoping that I would see Y/N's name.

Should I call her? Mom told me she's gonna marry Chris. It hurts to think about it, to even imagine that the woman I love is marrying someone else.

I know I couldn't ask for her to forgive me after everything I've done and said. Y/N is right, not every kiss could solve our problems but only if it could.

I did say that I'd do everything to take her back but the situation now is different, she has a baby. I was shocked when I first found out but it's not a reason for me to hurt her and to say the words I've told her.

Author's POV

Y/N and Maihua both laid on their beds thinking about each other, thinking if they should text or call each other.

They both turned off their phones and looked at the ceiling,

"I need you" they both whispered to themselves.

To be continued