Finding You // Cashton

Chapter 5

omg, me and lexi are sososo sorry we haven't updated, lexi recently moved to a different state so we drifted for some time until now, i present to you chapter 5. thanks for being patient.😅🙇-mimi💖

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Calum P.O.V
What the hell does he mean?? There is no way in hell that I am going to sing. What if I trip and embarrass myself in front of Alfie and them, now that my friends would be a nightmare.

As Troye kept talking on and on, I was wondering what would happen if nothing bad happened afterall, and if I finally wouldn't be scared to sing in front of people. Maybe i'll go through with it after all...

30Minutes Later...

Troye has finished, the tensity is rising, little by little. As Troye is about to introduce me I walk up to the dj and grab a microphone, and I also inform him of what song i'm going to be singing.

"May I present the amazing, Calum Hood." Troye turns his hands in my direction, smiles, and starts clapping.

And that is when my stomache begins to twist.

Shit.

I slowly walk out, and the first thing I notice is how badly my eyes started burning, from the spotlight that was on me at the moment.

"Uh hey guys... I don't really know what to say because this was a big suprise to me... But anyways i'm going to be singing Weightless by All Time Low, hope you guys enjoy." And that is when the music started playing.

"Manage me i'm a mess, turn a page i'm a book half unread. I wanna be laughed at laughed with just because, I wanna feel weightless and that should be enough, but im stuck in this f'ing rut, waiting on a second hand to pick me up and i'm over, getting older..."

As I was singing I closed my eyes, and imagined that I was in my room, with my headphones on really loud. It suprisingly made everything better.

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After I finished the song, I slowly opened my eyes to see many people cheering on, and smiling, and screaming. It made me feel wanted as if I was worth more than just some random guy who sits in his room and shuts himself out from people. I felt, alive. And that feeling was well, pretty damn amazing.

I bowed as the people were cheering me on, and I couldn't stop smiling.

"Have a good night" I smiled as I waved, walking off stage.

The minute I walked backstage, Alfie and Ashton approach me with the rest of the gang.

"Ello it is a pleasure to meet you Calum, Ashton has told me many things as you were singing." Alfie greets me.

MY LORD IS IN MY EYES RIGHT NOW.

"No no no, the pleasure is all mine." I reassure.

"Hey um Calum I need to talk to you, alone..." Ashton confronts in an uncomfortable mannor.

I follow him out and into a hallway.

"So Ash what did you wanna say." I asked curiously.

"Well..."

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That's it for today. Don't hate me. What do you think Ashton wants to talk to him about?

I leave the next chapter up to my love Lexi. See you in two chapters, love you.💖 -mimi