I Am Not Afraid Of Who I Am( Book 4) TVD fan-fic

chapter 4

Chapter 4

I opened my eyes to be blinded by a bright light, I groaned and rolled over pulling the blanket over my head, which was dealing a jacket. My eyes shot open I sat up looking around. Klaus sat in the front with a smile, the car wasn't moving and we were the middle of nowhere." Where are we" I asked looking out the window to see nothing but trees." Where I will be teaching you, how to turn" my eyes widened and I shook my head." No, your insane, I can't control it, I've only turned once"

" well, we're about to change that, aren't we" he got out of the car and came around to my side of the car. He opened the door and grabbed me, he threw me to the ground, slamming the door." I won't do it, even if you do compell me, I'll fight you" he glared at me.

" that's why, I'm leaving you here" I looked around" but I'll die out here" he smiled, tossing me a backpack filled with my clothes." Then I'll give you choice, you can either turn or survive." He leaned against the car watching me, and I looked behind me, then back at him and closed my eyes." That's a good girl, now get angry, remember all the times you were pushed around, or Elena stole the credit for what you had done."

I felt my anger build and I opened my eyes, he smiled" now turn it into rage, and turn" I felt my arm pop out of place and I screamed in pain, as my bones broke one-by-one." Make it stop it hurts" Klaus just watched with his arms crossed." Only you can stop the pain, Molly" then my back broke and I fell into darkness, when I came to, I was on the ground, with a blanket over me." You did beautifully, Molly" I heard Klaus say and a tear fell down my cheek." But you have to do it again, until the pain goes away,"

" it hurts, so much" I whispered and he frowned, sitting next to me." Once you remember, the pain will go away, I promise"

" I don't want to do it again" he sighed" but you have to, or you won't survive after highschool, youll be afraid of who you are, and who your meant to be, but I can help you, if you'll just let me"

" but it hurts, so much"

" then block out the pain, stop fighting it and it will go away" tears fell down my cheeks as I closed my eyes and turned again, Klaus watching each time. After about 19 times, the pain stopped and I laid on the ground, crying. Klaus smiled" you've done it, Molly"

" why did you even teach me, you could have just let me suffer" he frowned

" why would I do that, you think me that cruel, you've helped me over the months since I broke the curse, stood at my side,but even when i threatened to kill everyone you loved, you stayed, helped me get rid of my mother, but now I ask you, why"

" when I first got my powers, I thought I was crazy, I set a library on fire, blew up the hallways and flooded the school. after my parents died, it took everything I had not to destroy everything in my path, not kill anyone, so I did what did best, I ran but i learned quick, you can't run from you problems, you can only face them. I became who I wanted to be, I became Molly Hope Gilbert, the witch, Milisa Gilbert, Elena's attention seeking, drugie,theif of a sister, who no one saw was gone, she died going off that bridge. I became the opposite of Elena I quite cheer, joined the track team and was the fastest runner on the team, I stopped playing my violin, spent my days learning magic and in a graveyard, apologizing over and over again to my parents, for never being the daughter they wanted like Elena was." I sighed smiling as I held back the emotions threatening to burst.

" after three months of learning control, my life was getting back to normal, then everything came crashing down when Damon and Stefan arrived in mystic Falls, and the pain just came back, the night I saw Elijah again, I let go of the pain and I was happy, for a second, I felt normal again. Then I left Mystic falls to learn to use my power instead of controling it, oh and your brother, he acted like he knew everything about me." Klaus chuckled as he started fire between us.

" but then I found out what he had planned for my power and I accepted that I was going to die" Klaus looked up at this" my part was that when you died, during the sacrifise, I would go with you, anything to save Elena and I was prepared to make the choice, my life or hers and You know the rest" I stood up and climbed the rocks above us and pulled the blanket around me. I looked up at the sky, just in time to see a shooting star. I closed my eyes and made a wish.' I wish.. To get my dream'. I opened my eyes and sighed. Klaus sat watching me from below and I rolled over going to sleep.

Klaus's POV

Her entire life had been ruined by the supernatural, she'd spent her whole life lost in a shadow and when she finally found the light, it disappeared again, moving out of her reach. Molly deserved happiness, she diserved to get what she always wanted, but getting that meant leaving her home in Virginia behind. She had many talents, in music and art, and that would take her far, She needed someone to show her, that she wasn't a shadow and that her voice was heard.

When she was talking, I had seen the light in her eyes, I had seen in Chicago, but it wasn't as bright. I had heard her wish and I would do everything I could to make it come true. I felt a tightness in my chest and sighed, love is a vampires greatest weakness, Molly didn't diserve the pain, she needed to be happy, for once in her life and I couldn't give that to her.

After her senior year, I would compell her, to leave Mystic Falls and never look back, to forget the pain and more importantly, me. Perhaps one day in a century, I'd find her again, see if she had gotten what she had wanted. I sighed" no, it must be her choice"I mumbled. Vampires didn't have to sleep, so I sat next her, changing her dreams into happy ones.