I Am Not Afraid Of Who I Am( Book 4) TVD fan-fic

chapter 27

Chapter 27

I climbed off the boat and sighed " almost there, then I'm home free" I mumbled, walking a couple feet towards the woods. I pulled off my backpack and sat down, removing my boots and switching them for my hiking boots, I didn't go anywhere with out my black boots. Xella appeared, her eyes filled with happiness, she finally going to be free of her curse.

" how does it feel, being back here" I asked her and she looked at me" if I could, I'd be smiling with tears of joy" I chuckled.

" at least I don't have to go in the cave, I don't want to get any closer to Silas then I have to" she nodded and disappeared. My phone buzzed and I looked to see a text from Klaus.

I miss you and I'm about to kill Tyler- the big bad wolf

I put my phone away closed my eyes, and sent a mental message to Klaus.

If only you were here with me, you could see the beauty of this place, please, try to ignore him, he's angry.

I went back over to the others and sighed" so, which way, Oh great Compass" Damon said in a sarcastic tone. I rolled my eyes and started walking, the others right behind me. After a while, you could see a giant lake below. I heard a phone beep and I rolled my eyes" no signal here, idiot" I mumbled but Damon ignored me.

I stopped and looked down at the lake. Xella appeared and looked at it " I spent hours down there, trying to find a way to not be so lonely, it worked but yet it didn't, I started seeing the ghosts of my past and the ones long gone"

" that's why I can see you, not just because of how I was born, you cast a spell on yourself" she nodded." What did she say Molly" Elena asked

" she's just explaining her time here" I started walking again, with Xella right next to me." As the years went by, Silas seemed angrier at the world and at me, like I wasn't doing my job right"

" you were doing everything you could, Xella, its not your fault. The only ones to be blamed are the spirits, the ones who couldn't keep their noses out of other peoples business" she sighed.

" you talk from experience, how could you know the pain I went through"

" because, when Klaus survived the ritual, I went to the witch house, they blamed me, saying I betrayed thier trust and I didn't deserve the gift, so they marked me but I wasn't the one who suffered." Ari appeared next to me and smiled." Ari was and she died but she died happy by telling Elijah the truth through a letter."

" and I thank you for helping me, Molly" then they both disappeared, I backed up so I was next to Damon. Rebekah started taunting Elena and I rolled my eyes" Jeremy is the hunter with the spell on his body, Bonnie is the witch that unseals the cure, Molly is the supernatural compass and Shane is the human compass, me and Stefan have the tombstone that does God knows what, and Elena has no point."

" what about me" Damon asked " you have a nice behind" he nodded in agreement and I chuckled. Jillian appeared and I glared, out of all my ancestors, I hated Jillian the most." Can't you bother someone else, i was just having a good day"

" no, because you the only who can see me"

" buzz off, Jillian, I don't need your Katherine attitude" I snapped and she rolled her eyes. I turned around so that I was walking backwards." Elena, I'll trade you annoying ancestors, you can have Jillian and I'll take Katherine" she smirked." Don't bring me into this, your the one in love with Klaus, you deal with Jillian"

I looked at Jillian and glared" your going to be just like me"

" no I'm not, because I didn't go crazy over seeing the dead, so go away, if your lucky maybe Kol will talk to you" then she disappeared and I sighed.

" have you seen Kol yet" Rebekah asked and I shook my head" for once, he's not annoying" I shrugged. After a while Shane started talking about a magic well and I tuned out of the conversation, then everyone stopped and Shane threw a rock. It triggered a net and my eyes widened. We started walking again but I looked back as Elena and Jeremy stopped, someone shot an arrow at him and I knocked him out the way. We looked to find the guy dead on the ground. We caught up with the others, at a campsite full of cabins.

I looked around and frowned." This doesnt feel right " I heard Xella say as I followed her toward one corner of the clearing." Its just because we're close to Silas" she nodded

" its okay, Xella your just worried, " Ari said appearing. I set up my sleeping bag and sat down. I was on the other side of the camp so I wouldn't accdently kick anyone, ever since my nightmares started, Klaus had been with me. This was the first night that I hadn't been with him, and I was scared of the dreams. Elena came over sat next to me." You okay Molly," I nodded.

" ever since I was connected to Klaus, I've had nightmares, horrible nightmares"

" of what"

" at first it was just, a pair of eyes staring at me but after a while, I would get attacked by a white wolf, but it doesnt end there, after I'm attacked, it goes back to the night mom and dad died, only I'm alone in the car and its filling with water, no one comes and I drown, then the worst part...." I closed my eyes" I hear screaming, as it gets louder, I start screaming with it, then I wake up. Klaus has tried to help but it never goes away." I could see the sadness in her eyes and I frowned" don't give me that look Elena, because it doesnt solve anything." I laid own and closed my eyes, but I didn't fall asleep, I talked with Klaus, using our connection.

I can't sleep without you

I know, try to block them out, you'll be home soon

I wish you were here right now, so I wouldn't have to

Sleep, my little Molly, I'm right here with you

Then I drifted off, into a somehow peaceful dream.