Jealousy (z.s.)

|feels right|

After waiting for the longest ten minutes of his life Zayn texted him to tell him he was down the street, so Harry rushed out the front door, making sure he wasn't seen and drove down the street to pick him up.

When he got there, Zayn didn't seem careful at all...he got out of the car like a normal teen and strolled over to Harry's car.

Harry: "are you insane?!"

Zayn: "why?"

Harry: "someone could've spotted you z, getting into my car"

Zayn: "oh, I guess I wasn't thinking too much about it"

Harry: "well you need to, if Louis and Liam find out about this we're dead"

Zayn: "that's why it's so fun"

Zayn leaned over the center console and met their lips in a kiss that was broken apart by their smiles.

They drove back to Harry's flat and snuck inside, making sure they were careful this time.

Zayn: "finally...just me and you huh?"

Zayn pinned Harry up against the kitchen counter with both of his hands on either side of his body.

Harry blushed and kissed Zayn's nose.

Harry: "looks like it"

Zayn: "you make me happy"

Harry: "I'm glad"

Zayn: "Liam doesn't do this to me"

Harry: "well I'd hope not..."

Zayn: "kiss me"

Harry smiled and wrapped his arms around Zayn's neck. Zayn maneuvered his hands to the small of Harry's back and they melted into the sweetest kiss they've ever shared.

Zayn: "mmm you're sexy"

Harry: "so are you my love"

Zayn: "your only love?"

Harry: "mhm"

Harry shut zayn up with another kiss and when they broke apart they fell into a hug that warmed both of them.

Zayn: "you okay?"

Harry: "yeah, I'm just worried"

Zayn: "wanna talk?"

Harry played with the buttons that ran down the front of Zayn's shirt as he nodded and they made their way over to the couch.

Zayn wanted Harry to lay on top of him but he sat cross legged and faced him instead.

Zayn: "you're kinda worrying me"

Harry: "I'm sorry, I just...I feel like what we're doing is wrong Z"

Zayn: "but it feels right Harry, and we both know that"

Harry: "I know that's why I'm scared, because being all over you is easy. It's easy to kiss you and to hear you call me all these cute nicknames. With Louis it's not, and that's the relationship I'm supposed to be living Zayn."

Zayn: "who gives a flying fuck Harry, I don't wanna be with Liam at all. And I know being with Louis makes you uncomfortable. When we're together it's so simple and easy going. There's nothing I'm worried about when it comes to you because I'm all in."

Harry smiled

Harry: "but what happens when we can't take it anymore?"

Zayn: "can't take what?"

Harry: "pretending to be with them"

Zayn: "then we break up with them and tell them the truth."

Harry: "zayn, we're both cheating right now. I've never been a cheater in my life."

Zayn: "me either but, it's not exactly cheating when this is all strictly for publicity babe"

Harry: "but we also promised them that we'd try it out for real...so we are cheating on them."

Zayn: "I would never cheat if it didn't feel like the right path...I'm against it, I am. But with you, it doesn't feel wrong, and I'm not giving you up for some screwed up fucking publicity stunt. I won't."

Harry sighed and leaned in to Zayn's chest, listening to his heartbeat. It was pulsating quick, like he was nervous.

Harry: "your heart is beating fast"

Zayn: "because I'm nervous"

Harry: "about what?"

Zayn: "you stopping this because of him"

Harry: "I'm not, that's not what I said. I just feel like hiding it from them isn't right"

Zayn: "we can not tell them now Harry. We just have to find the right time."

Harry: "will there ever be a right time z?"

Zayn sighed and kissed the top of Harry's head

Zayn: "I guess not."

Harry: "Lying to them feels un loyal, and it is...but I'm not gonna stop falling for you."

Zayn: "music to my ears"

Harry: "we just have to figure out a time Zayn because I can't be kissing you one minute and turn around to see you kissing Liam."

Zayn: "no I get it, Louis calling you babe fucking pisses me off."

Harry: "that's what I mean"

Zayn: "we'll figure it out together okay? But for now can you let me make love to you?"

Harry: "mhm"

Zayn: "let's go to the bedroom yeah?"

Harry: "sounds like a beautiful idea"

Zayn followed Harry up the stairs, watching his butt the entire time.

Harry: "take a picture, it lasts longer"

Zayn smacked his bum and followed him into the bedroom.

Harry turned his lights onto a red mode and pulled his shirt over his head, watching Zayn do the same.

Zayn threw Harry against the door and placed his hands up and down his bare chest.

Zayn: "you're so fucking sexy"

Harry: "show me you mean it"

Zayn: "you don't have to ask me twice"

Zayn leaned in and pressed a sloppy kiss to Harry's neck, sucking on it violently, leaving a purple mark that he'd be questioned about tomorrow.

Zayn: "babe"

Harry: "hmm?"

Zayn: "tell me if I'm hurting you okay?"

Harry: "aw, I will. But hey, leave the marks to a minimum cause I'm gonna get pressed about them tomorrow"

Zayn: "shit yeah, I'm sorry...you taste good"

Harry smiled and Zayn broke it with his lips, piercing his tongue through Harry's pink and swollen lips with no mercy.

Their kiss was sloppy and energetic, making them grow from down below. Their skinny jeans tightening around their dicks as their kisses intensified.

Zayn left another love bite on Harry's chest, making sure it could be covered by a shirt tomorrow.

Harry: "holy fuck, you're amazing"

Zayn smiled and licked over the hickey he'd just created before licking over both of Harry's nipples.

so hard and firm.