𝙇𝙤𝙫𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝘽𝙚𝙛𝙤𝙧𝙚 𝙋𝙧𝙤𝙢𝙞𝙨𝙞𝙣𝙜 || 𝑲𝒂𝒏𝒂𝒎𝒆 𝑲𝒖𝒓𝒂𝒏

010 | Wrongful Punishment

Y/N's POV:

Excuse me? I know I should follow the higher, but I didn't sign up for this nonsense. Never in my life will I sit on his lap because he commands me to do so. "Y/N, do it," Rima whispered, screaming, forcing me to remember what she told me. I ignored her and took a bite of my chocolate pudding before Kaname did.

Everyone was stunned now; Not listening to what a pureblood says is one thing, but doing something disrespectful again a minute later would get under everyone's skin; that was too far, apparently. ''Lord Kaname, you can-'' ''I know Kain; I can't pick favorites, and I will never do it. I will get her a good punishment after she listens.'' Well, I guess I will never get punished then since I will never listen! I didn't know what just came to me, but everything slowly got too much, which got this reaction out of me.

I don't like getting played around with or ordered around with; that is something Kaname knew. But even so, I understand that he has to punish me. The fact that I am strong doesn't mean I should be seen as an equal. "Y/N, look at me." I immediately did what the voice asked me to do; Kaname's voice will always be beautiful to me. It's enigmatic, sweet, and powerful with respect.

"Y/N, you will look at me in the eye and not leave that picture until I say so." "I will look at you and not leave this sight until you say so." Wait, what was going on? I didn't say that! What is he doing?! "Y/N, you will do as I say and sit on my lap without speaking until I say so; you may look away now." Without realising what I was doing and without having control over my legs or voice, my body walked up to him, sitting down on his lap without saying a word. Both of my legs are on the left side of his body.

I hate you, I hate you, I hate you. I knew he could hear me loud and clear in my head; I could feel him creeping into my head, into my thoughts. He snickered and hugged me closer with one arm, so now the side of me felt his chest. "You all shall eat." Kaname declared before taking his first bite of the pudding. I just sat there, being annoyed, not being able to do whatever I wanted, trapped in his will; he should never have compelled me.

Kaname's POV:

I knew this wasn't the best idea to do; Y/N is a pureblood, and I don't go around her as an equal, even though it was to protect her. If I didn't do anything, the others would suspect something, and I didn't want to let anyone know anything more than they already did to keep her safe.

I could hear everything she said in her petty, little head, so releasing her from my control wasn't a good idea. I had to keep her like this until we reached my room. "Thank you, Rima and Ruka, for the meal; it was delicious like always," I said after everyone finished their dessert. "Oh, obviously, I didn't make anything, like that stupid salad, no one made it!" Y/N screamed inside her head; she's always funny when she's not trying to be.

"Y/N, come with me; I still need to think of something for you." I now used harsh and coercive language. "I don't want to clean your floor with a toothbrush, Kana-, Lord Kaname. " I didn't say anything anymore and just made her walk behind me, head low, showing submission.

"I know that she was a feisty one, but being this rude to Lord Kaname?! Unbelievable!'' I heard Ruka say just before I walked upstairs. She isn't being rude; she is just showing her rank and following her instinct.

"Y/N, you are now free and can talk and move however you want," I said the moment I closed the door. ''Except for opening the door or window to leave this room.'' "Obviously, you didn't forget the window, goddamnit!" She screamed the moment she could. ''What was that all about?! I know that I have to see you as a higher being, but that doesn't mean I should be a slut that does whatever the master says!'' ''I apologize, Y/N; they simply did what they thought was right.'' "It's not like you tell them what's correct and what's not if we are talking about me. Well, what is your punishment for me? I thought you would give me one. ''

"I do not need to give you a punishment; the whole cooking was a big enough one for you." "Like the rest, they'll be fine with it; even if you did, it doesn't mean they'll accept it." "That's why you will sleep next to me in my bed and do whatever I say."

She turned pale the moment she heard what came out of my mouth.

Y/N's POV:

He can't do that—he cannot. He said it was already a punishment in itself that I had to cook, he originally didn't even want to give me a punishment. How did he think making me do such things would be equal to having no punishment? I don't feel comfortable doing such things. Headmaster Cross wanted me here; Lord Kaname wanted me here, yet they make it awfully hard for me to enjoy this place and feel welcome here. No one likes me; I have to do things I don't like, and my boundaries are constantly being crossed! I am able to adjust to new situations, but this, this was the furthest I could go without creating any trouble. I was done, I was tired, I was scared, I felt terrible, and I quickly felt my breath quicken its pace and tears falling down my cheeks.

I didn't feel well and nearly fainted because my feet didn't know where to walk and I couldn't stand still and keep my feet secure to the ground. ''Y/N?'' Kaname panicked the moment he saw me falling, catching me just before I hit the ground. "I know I did wrong; I know I did, but please do something different. This doesn't make sense at all! Lord Kaname, I will do anything for you—except such disgraceful things!" I begged him while tears escaped and fell down my cheeks, trying to control my breathing since I started hyperventilating. ''I won't let you touch me in any way, or the other way around. I promise I would never do anything you wouldn't agree with in that way.'' He hugged me and whispered in my ear, trying to calm me down after realising my brain was doing more crazy things than he had intended. "I never meant those words to sound sexual, I promise." He promises a lot when I am in panic mode, I do need to say.