Chapter 32, Beige

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Waah...I updated after ten years bruh school is not fun university is not fun why am I here?! I wanna cry...aha aha...sorry will try to update in time now cause I just recently finished another story of mine....ahhaha...(I hope...)

Kirishima's P.O.V.

A wild one you are, an angry one as well.

A scowl on your beautiful face, and a glow on your long elegant orange tail that attracts me more than I would like to admit

Your body, your addicting body, one that fills me with so much craving and wanting, one that is much smaller than mine making you look so cute and gives me a compelling urge to wrap my arms around you and protect what is mine.

You with your piercing red eyes much like mine but hold so much more emotion. This is a secret, but sometimes when you stare at me I feel exposed, I feel like you can see right through me know what I am so desperately trying to hide. Trying to keep away from, trying to not remember. Similarly to your eyes which hold so many delicate things and thoughts, something I wanted to intrude on, pick apart; understand, but the fear of breaking it, dropping it or scarring it in a way that can't be fixed scares me way too much. You want someone, you miss them, but you can't be with them, can you?

I feel the same way...

The wanting of something that you know you can never get back...

Oh...but I guess that's what this whole journey is for right? To get that one thing we both want to badly. Whatever yours might be.

But you hold something else, something else you are not letting me have a taste-off, something you are willing to hide from me this badly that you end up passing out from stress.

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Mina asked me a question on the day I brought them all back from the ship, she asked me.

"What if the tower isn't real?" I laughed at her, I thought it was just one of her silly jokes dismissing her, but she insisted on it. "What if the tower is never excited, and it's all a legend" "what if we end up not finding it?" "What if they can't grant you a wish?" I knew she wasn't trying to be mean and asking factual and essential questions that I had chosen to ignore. I exploded at her.

It was a mistake I didn't mean to, I mean she is right but....

If the tower isn't real, Why did I risk my little sister's life? Why was I even here? What was the point of my existence? I have to bring my village I have to I just-

Want to be happy

I-I just can't have those kinds of thoughts or-

My happy demeanour wouldn't be able to see the light of day any longer.

My head hurts, I think?

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Your screaming? Your shouting! You're tearing your heart at a boy we just met. You are expressing yourself more than you did with me. Your hitting against his chest, your tears are spilling against his face, this time they don't have a place to run away to this time they give a reflection of what is deep within you as they rest on your red cheeks.

What can I do? I can't do anything I have to stay there and watch...I mean I have no right to- Ack

Your beige coloured hair, so vibrant and stunning. The staple of your look, but not the staple of you. It's muddy.

I guess that's something I can relate too.

Ah, when did the tears start to fall?

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The stars, they shine brightly onto us, they made you look so ravishing that for a split second I thought you weren't real. I want to be with you, I want to love you forever, I want you to love me, to trust me. I want you.

You're whaling your everything at me, you expressing it to me? Do you trust me now, can I now hold the delicate puzzles of your past? Do I have the right to inquire and understand? Can I be with you now? Could I have you to my self?

Bakugou.

I really love you, you know.

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"I ran away like a coward Eijiro, I ran away, and I didn't even look back!" I squeezed his body, pressing against my chest.

"I DIDN'T- I didn't even look back..." I felt his hands grip at my chest, his face completely smashed against my hug. For the first time, I was let into this merman's mindset, his thoughts, his memories. I rubbed small comforting circles on his back. Stifling his wails until they turned to quiet sobs, he continued to pour out all the emotions he kept trapped inside onto me with so much detail pushing the fact the memories never left him that they were clear as the day they happened. It hit way too close to home and made me reflexively grip his shoulders.

He loved her, Mitsuki.

"Bakugou." his head shook against my chest, refusing to look up at me.

"Bakugou please look at me" he shook his head even harder, his soft hair rubbing against my jaw.

"Bakugou do you really want what happened before to happen again?" I felt his shoulders tense at the question, and his ear grew red at the tips. A small chuckle escaped my lips. He is wonderful.

"Kat-love~" I teased, he pushed his face away from my chest and glared up at me. His swollen cheeks giving being the only thing hinting at his crying from earlier.

"Shut up." he turned around, showing his back to me, a warm smile tugged at my lips before I wrapped my arms around his torso, pulling him into me. "A-are you even taking this seriously!" he glanced up at me. I beamed at him in return. He trusted me...I earned his trust. His deep crimson eyes glared up at me, he made no attempt to escape from my grasp as I swished my tail back and forth, moving us softly with the currents. I locked eyes with him for a moment, I guess not entirely...he still has one thing he is withholding from me. I flashed a sad smile at him, and he is doing everything to keep it that way.

"Why are you still smiling? Do think of this as a jok-" before he could finish his statement I slammed my lips into his not one forceful just a soft peck, and I continued to do so littering his heating body with peppers of kisses. On everywhere that was mine, his knuckles, his neck, his cheek, anywhere and everywhere he would let me. "Kiri-Eijiro s-stop" after laying my final kiss I looked back at him with a new flame in my eyes. I could feel the shiver that ran down his spine, before grinning at him. My mouth opened softly laying out the words I wanted to say.

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His face was as red as a flaming hot red coral as he shot profanity after profanity trying to hide his embarrassment. He hit against my chest as I burst out laughing.

My wild one you are, my angry one as well.

Bakugou my dear, I hope you know I love you so very very much.

pls vote, for Kirishima to stop being so sappy

also my first Kirishima chapter after a while now, anyways so how did you like the chapter? Was it cringe? Cute? or boring? 

I think I'm going to have an eventful chapter next time I update (hopefully) well who knows I write everything on a whim.....sorry...

Also what Kirishima said to Bakugou is a secret

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