𝑀𝑖 𝐴𝑚𝑜𝑟| 𝐴𝑛𝑑𝑒𝑟 𝑀𝑢𝑛𝑜𝑧 ♡︎

𝐶ℎ𝑎𝑝𝑡𝑒𝑟 16 ♡︎ "𝑁𝑜 𝑀𝑜𝑟𝑒 𝐻𝑖𝑑𝑖𝑛𝑔"

Time, is like a circus always packing and moving away. Two weeks have passed and before I knew it, today marks a month. A month since I finally confronted Angelina, a month since I found out my brother is infact seeing Nadia and Lu is hurting but hasn't tried to confront them yet because she is scared of the truth. Oh! And a month since Ander and I have became official!

I knew the date was coming up soon but now that it is here, I feel happy and also a little worried. You see, I'm happy because I am with the person I always wanted to be with and feels surreal. Ander makes me feel like I'm on cloud nine truly and no one can bring me down. He is so amazing ..he's like a breath of fresh air that I needed. He makes the damn sun shine brighter , and school seems a lot more interesting when he is around.

When he has something on his mind whether it is concering me or not he tells me. And he doesn't have to but he does anyway. The way he holds me..or cuddle..or hug. Don't get me started on his kisses..god. And let's not forget the way he touches me..it's like my body is on fire begging for touch when he's around.

I mean look at him, he's like a walking sex god! And we still haven't even had sex yet. Guys and the most important one of all..he's patient. It has been two months in counting since we have started seeing each other. A month since we have been official, and a month before we made it official.

And not once has he pressured me into doing anything that I don't want to do. Coming from a guy who is not a virgin and obviously very attractive I can't like and say I'm not surprised. I thought maybe sooner or later he would want to have sex at some point.

The night we gave each other oral, he explained that we don't have to do anything further than that and that we didn't even have to do oral if I didn't want to. But I'm the one who suggested it so I was fine with it and he finished explaining he would wait for me as long as I wanted to wait, so we have.

"Hey Lilta" there was a knock at me room door. I was in my room texting Carla about her mom's winery tonight that I promised to come to two weeks ago.

"Come in" I voiced.

The door to my room opened and in walked Guzman. He came and sat beside me on my bed. Ever since our fight in class two weeks ago about him finding out I went to Samuel's party we distanced ourselves from each other.

We haven't really talked much, only hi's and bye's. I sat up completely on my bed putting my phone to the side. "I know it has been umm-

Guzman sighed trying to get his words together . I put my hand on his shoulder in comfort. "I know it has been weeks since we last really spoke to each other and I want to say that I'm sorry..I shouldn't have blown up on you like that, especially in class that was no one's business but ours" he said.