I don't know how to navigate in this darkness, I feel like I'm sailing
No sé navegar con esta oscuridad, siento que estoy algaroI don't know if I let myself go, I don't trust the lighthouses'
No sé si dejarme llevar, no confío en los faro'
Why has trusting always been expensive?
¿Por qué confiar siempre me ha salido caro?Why trusting has always been a shot?
¿Por qué confiar siempre ha sido un disparo?
RLNDT-Bad BunnyThe lyrics of the song "RLNDT" was amped to the max inside Ander's headphones as he walked inside of Las Encinas the following morning. Ander was so deep into thought as the lyrics were sung. The main topic on his mind was his girlfriend Lolita...but may not be his girlfriend anymore after the explosive argument they had yesterday.
He just couldn't get over the thought that she would think he wanted her to stay the night at his for sex! When Ander thought about the idea , sex never once crossed his mind! He simply was just thinking about the well being of his girlfriend. Especially after finding about the news of her father.
The two nights Lolita spent at his home with him was...blissful. The two spent most of their together in his room cuddling, admiring each other, telling funny stories of when they were younger, making love in Ander's bed maybe once or twice..maybe more. Even spending time with Ander's mom as she made snacks, just really enjoying the feeling of two souls bonding.
But during that time Ander noticed how happy the young girl was at his home. Her smile was brighter, she smiled more, she laughed so much there that he was sure it would become contagious. She felt more relaxed and not left in worry.
During all that time the thought never crossed his mind that they would be where they are now. And honestly whether he would admit it or not...it hurt him. She thought they were a mistake? Why now were they a mistake? Ander surely didn't feel that way..but she did.
But she took it back his subconscious told him. If she didn't mean it she would have never said it in the place he thought to himself.
As Ander continued to listen to his music he felt a tap on his shoulder. Taking off his headphones, he looked up to see Guzman. Ander eyebrows creased giving off a menacing look "what do you want Guzman?" He asked.
Guzman tried to put on his best sympathetic look..which was extremely hard for him.
"I wanted to say sorry about causing the trouble between you and my sister..I didn't mean to be the reason you guys broke up so soon" Guzman told him putting his hand on his shoulder in comfort.
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