It's 4am I find myself listening to songs that remind me of you.
At 4:30 am I feel my heart clench as I think of you
By 4:45 am the tears start falling down my face
Its 5am and I find myself reaching for my phone in the dark
My finger starts to fumble constructing a message
A message that doesn't sound too clingy or obsessive
10 minutes goes by and the message is sent, I wait patiently for your reply...
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*ding*
And my heart beats quickly seeing your number pop in my notifications.
I cry even more because I am letting myself fall into this cycle again
YOU ARE READING
a collection of everything & anything.
Poesiamy feelings. "to all the people who made me feel this type of way; without you this won't have come to life."