can't sleep

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It's 4am I find myself listening to songs that remind me of you.

At 4:30 am I feel my heart clench as I think of you

By 4:45 am the tears start falling down my face

Its 5am and I find myself reaching for my phone in the dark

My finger starts to fumble constructing a message

A message that doesn't sound too clingy or obsessive

10 minutes goes by and the message is sent, I wait patiently for your reply...

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.

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*ding*

And my heart beats quickly seeing your number pop in my notifications.

I cry even more because I am letting myself fall into this cycle again

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