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what is this?
this pain in my chest?
it feels like a spear going
through my heart and coming
out the other side.
i feel empty.
why would you ever kiss me?
why would you tell me you loved me?
why would you let me believe that i
deserved love?
is it true that i don't?
most likely.
do you know how hard i cried?
i looked in the mirror and thought
"wow i look like shit"
but that's nothing new right?
i've always looked like that.
pathetic.
what a sight,
a man breaking down in raw
emotions over someone he
loved who didn't love him in
the same way.
i was so ready to love again.

m.r
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