apology

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I was thinking about some of the chapters I've written and I'm actually sort of disappointed in myself. To be frank, I'm sort of embarrassing myself at this point.

Most of the time I write at night, and I'm always very tired by then. I don't sleep much so I guess that's why my writing is so crazy.

Part of me wants to rewrite this entire story just because I could make it so much better. This is by far not my full potential.

My expectations are very high when it comes to my writing so for me to publish some of those things wasn't very... Professional? I wanna be an amazing writer someday and clearly this isn't making my point very clear.

I started writing mostly as a distraction and for my girlfriend so I never really expected to get reads. But then when things picked up was around the time I transtioned from more serious writing to straight up crack. I thought it would be a good way to make people worked up, or laugh... And that's my goal with writing.

However I don't think some of these chapters are acceptable. I will try to make my writing 10x better so I can finish this on a good note... If I ever can manage to finish it. Writers block is getting the most of me so I wouldn't expect an update within the next week.

Yes, there is a time for silly things in this story- just not constantly.

Thank you for sticking with me even if my writing was sort of psychotic. I'll get the hang of things and make it more like some of my other (unpublished) works.

- Maddie 

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