Disarmed ( 1st book )

18- anxiety

-Steven pov -
Amethyst and I are playing go fish , I look at my cards and then look at her .
Amethyst " Steven have any 5s "
Steven " yeah "
I have my card laying on my portable desk with a cardboard in front of me and amethyst , I hand her my 5 . I look out my sliding door window where dad , pearl , and garnet was talking , I look at amethyst and smiled .
Steven " w...hat they ... talking ....about "
She look at me I getting back talking because I was scared that pearl will punish me, then I started glowing pink .
Amethyst " whoa dude chill breath , they just talking adults do that "
My glowing pink hue stop I gave amethyst a thumbs up .
-Greg pov -
I was outside with the gems telling me about Steven glowing pink thing going on .
Greg " when Steven went to the hospital first time he was swelling up and glowing pink , Connie mom had to call me that night and told me what he was going through "
Pearl " and that is "
Greg " truma it a teen thing but then when he was in his coma I went to the bookstore and pick up this book "
Pearl " ok Greg what you think is going on with him "
Garnet " he get glows pink when he scared or nervous "
I flip a few pages and I found what I was looking for , I turn the page around .
Greg " it anxiety his powers is connected to his emotionals yes ?"
Pearl " maybe his powers are coming back but with so much going on it must only can hold the pink glowing hue "
-Steven POV -
At night I woke up from a nightmare but it wasn't just a nightmare it was a bad memory , I started glowing pink again and crying I guess pearl heard me because she ran in .
Pearl " it ok Steven easy breath "
I try so hard but my mind keep replaying it over and over again , I didn't fall back to sleep , Pearl stay with me that night till my pink hue calm down , I look at the clock 3am we been at this for 6 hours straight now no stopping .