dear diary,
i hated the fact that i was basically third wheeling today when i chose to hangout with sunwoo and haknyeon after school because i've been bored with just writing down a list of things i had to do with chanhee once he was my boufriend.
it made my stomach swirl. on the top of that list was to lose my first kiss with him.
there's no way he's kissed anyone before, he's way too shy.
hopefully younghoon doesn't take it before i do.
— changmin
