dear diary,
my sleepover with chanhee was amazing. he has such nice but teasing parents. plus it's so adorable how childlike he is. he sleeps with a nightlight! that's so cute. he even had the cutest plushies in his room.
when chanhee asked to cuddle, his stutters made my stomach flutter and made my cheeks hot. i always wanted to do that with him, i didn't think it would be so soon.
the way he had his arms wrapped around me tightly and his little snores made my heart ache, in a good way.
he was like the softest boy ever. i just wanted to drown him with my kisses and hug him tightly. i wanted to hold his small hand again and give him whatever he wanted or wished for.
we have school tomorrow. i can't wait to see chanhee.
— changmin
