diary; kyunyu

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dear diary,
chanhee had me and younghoon come over after school today and it felt awkward to see younghoon again when i haven't seen him since he kissed my cheek and held my hands.

i couldn't even look at the elder in the eye or at him for that matter. it was just going to remind me of what sunwoo said, 'maybe younghoon has a crush on you.'

i didn't want younghoon getting hurt if i possibly get to date chanhee.

if he likes me he'll be devastated and heartbroken just like haebyeol.

i really, really miss her.

i want to be able to go to her house and vise versa. i wanted to joke around with my bestfriend again.

why did i have to be so clumsy?

— changmin