dear diary,
younghoon asked me to hangout with him today. i thought chanhee would be with us so i went willingly.
don't get me wrong, younghoon's a nice guy, but i didn't know him as long as chanhee knew him.
we met up in a park near the school and we talked for a little while.
i did start feeling a little more comfortable while we were sitting on the bench watching children play around.
the realization hit when out of nowhere younghoon asked if i had a boyfriend.
i shook my head no at the question. what was he asking me that for? is he trying to see if i like chanhee? i'm not that obvious, right? were all the thoughts i had at that moment.
after a few minutes of silence, he grabbed my hand and looked me in the eyes.
my heart started racing at that moment in time. i couldn't believe he was doing this. i wasn't uncomfortable but i was in disbelief.
younghoon then proceeded to kiss my cheek and tell me he had to leave.
when he left i sat there for a moment trying to process everything in my mind and i still can't. it's been an hour since that happened and i still can't wrap my head around it.
— changmin
